Crossroad

I was supposed to update my blog every morning. But not for this morning~ still the same, headache this morning, and it is painful than the other days... Gosh... i even cant drive properly... quickly ate some banana cake that i brought this morning and take milidon 650 when i reached office... And slept for awhile just now...

Xuan came here for lunch with me just now... She's such a nice fren, although we knew each other through multiply and we know each other not quite long... Hmm... more than 1 year i think... Since she stopped her job at Taipan, but sometimes she still find me for lunch too... HAHA... at least i'm not alone for some time... She's great ...Love ya dear...OK, i do admit that i got bunch of frens who treat me very well too... thanks all...Muackssss...

Yeah, it's miracle... when i was sick... sure i'm feeling deep on Mcd... and I'll Ok after Mcd... touch wood touch wood... HEHE... Yea, i'm kinda pantang... LALALA ... No doubt, i got myself a quarter pounder meal just now from Mcd for my lunch... while xuan got herself a spicy chicken mcdeluxe meal... Guys, Mcd has introduced their brand new sauces for chicken nuggets... LoL... just cant wait to try it... Hmm... sure got lots of ppl will curious why i eat beef nowadays ya?LALALALA... I dunno... i think should be Tony Roma la... i'm addicted to beef since i've tried the beef ribs at Tony Roma...Hmm... i forgot the dish name... but for sure it's damn nice man... you'll just addict on it !!!

Oh ya... about my interview... Hmm... sorry guys, i just lazy to type here... but i can roughly go through... Went for interview on Tuesday evening... Hmm... The manager is nice... HAHAHAHA... i always thought post in management level sure very strict and face looks fierce... HAHA... my mom always said that I have potential to become a boss lady, cos of my fierce looking face la... LOL... aiya, is very hard to pretend friendly to stranger la... HEHE... Ok, back in topic... the general manager is quite nice person, as he just speak cantonese and mandarin to me, and he is good in comfort ppl...Hmm, maybe he is part of the marketing ppl i think.... When he was interviewed me in his office, a lady came in, the GM introduced that the lady is the highest level of their company account department.She in charge the whole account and finance department for the whole company which included more than 10 branches...Gosh... she's damn GENG !!! Hmm...i think she should be the head manager of the account and finance department. When she came in, she just talk to the GM,"let me see. let me see..." yes, she request to view my resume... and she ask me some questions about my job scope at my current company...she's kinda fierce looking K... i really thinks that she is professional in account...and she's very fierce looking, i have to mention it twice cos i still can remember how she look at me and ask me those questions... After my answer to her, she can speak out all my weakness... Man, she's great right? But in the same time she mentioned my weakness...she said,"that's mean u cant handle full sets of account and you are not enough koli "... my eyes suddenly red and i can feel my tears are coming...the heat of my tears...come on... I wish to do my best... but nobody guide me here so what to do wor? a bit "wat wat" lo when she tell us (me and the GM) about my weakness and she said I can't handle full sets of account cos I still depends on my company auditor while my account got problems... I think the GM found out my eyes red d... and he told the account manager that " you cannot blame her too, she's work alone after her graduation and work out the account alone and summore nobody guide her, of cos she needs to ask her company auditor for the existance problems la..." When I heard this, my god... I feel very "wai wat" and I feel to cry lo... lucky, I can control myself, I must not let ppl see how weak I am... I'm tough K !!! Then, the account manager claimed that i request too much for my salary, she summore told me that her account girl who work with her for five years also never get such high salary wor... Yerr... i request 2k negotiable summore wor... that one consider high mer? My friend can even get 2.2k in her company lo....!!! Ok, account ppl is like tat de, including me...HAHAHAHA... i understand... but 2 years of working experience wor... Haih...But the salary is not her problems cos she just give opinion on my salary and she just came and see how useful I am... hehe... for my salary, it will be decide by the GM...nyek nyek... Then the account manager left us continue the interview cos she's busy for the annual audit...she's good manners guys... she summore say sorry to me, "Sorry jamie, i gotta go...i have to rush my audit..." Yea, for sure I answer her with my gentleness voice, "It's ok" ...HAHA... I'm nice person... I don't know whether they are gonna employ me anot? The GM ask me if i would like to quit earlier then how much i have to payback to my current company cos i have to give one month notice for my resignation, they willing to pay on it. It's sounds like they are gonna employ me right? Then i told the GM i'll let him know next week, then he said,"it's quite late, cos we have to send you the letter offer and we are urgent for this post" and the GM also told me," you dun mind Shirley, cos she is really pro in account and she's a straight forward ppl... she's nice person just too straight forward..." ...Hmm, so what guys? is it sounds that they are gonna employ me? Till now, I'm still thinking. Conclusion, they offered me 1.7k, increment after 3 months probation...hehe...actually 1.7k is a profit value... at least i save the monthly toll fee and petrol ... LALALALA...Should I accept the offer? You guys give me opinion la...

My cousin came to my office yesterday for tong shui... HAHA...
While enjoying our tong shui, i told her about my interview. Afterall, she suggested me not to work there cos the account manager talk in such way, cos I'm gonna suffer and maybe I'll not work longer at there.It wasting time and chances to promote at here...Yeah, but the decision is up to me... But the account manager is a bit ba bai too ... Not to say Ba Bai, she's too honest and straight forward... :)
KC suggested me that if I'm feeling uncomfortable during the interview then better not to try, cos I'll suffer later when i start work and will not work longer...
Bb suggested that I should look forward to the future and the salary.Cos i have to "yong ga" ... so have to consider the salary and future...Xuan also told me about this...
See, same opinion ... and same answer... from 2 different stage of frens and relatives... my cousin and KC are director level while Bb and xuan are same with me as employee level...
This is gonna turns me up... I just dun wish to make the decision so soon... Arghh...

I'm here at the crossroad... Which way to go? Which way to guarantee my future?Which way to go to guarantee my financial? God, how much I wish you give me a hint so that I dun have to think so deeply... Guys, do give me your opinion K?
I gotta stop here...

Love you guys ... Glod bless me and God bless you...

Have a nice day... :)