Every gift is priceless

Last weekend, me and FG went shopping at Mid Valley. We pass by a photo shop. I saw there are tripods display on the rack, but I didn't went in to view the tripod and price checking. I wanted it long long time ago since Porku advise me to get a tripod in case my hand shaking problem effects the pictures quality. Even though I longing for it some times, but I didn't even make survey on it. I guess it should be 100-200 maybe? cos I view the Sony catalog, the tripod that suit to my camera model is about that price. So when we pass by the shop, I told FG I want it badly, but I don't know the price. FG just keep silent and stare at me like "shopaholic !!! Pls stop on unnecessary stuff~ "


But few days ago, FG called me and told me he bought something for me. I keep on guessing what he gonna present me??? Curiosity, excitement keep spinning around... I just can't wait to see my present !!!!!!!!! Till Thursday night, right after finished my work, I called FG to have a drink. I just can't wait anymoreeeeee ~


When he reached, I saw him holding a present wrapped with gift paper in a kinda long box. I just can't wait for it anymoreeeeee.. I quickly unwrapped the box.....

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OMG !!! I'm kinda touched when the moment I saw the gift !!!! If it's not a public place, I could possibly drop my tears... I never think that he bought me that. Until now, even I'm staring at the box, but i still can't imagine he actually bought me a tripod which I told him when we were shopping in the mall ~ forgive me, if i sounds too excited... paiseh =')


FG told me it's kinda cheap, he hope that I don't mind of it. Poor FG, I'm very happy and proud of you actually.The price doesn't bother me much, as long as it's from you, it's worth it all...

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Oh my, I like gifts, presents or whatever that anyone give me ~~ Yes, I mean EVERYTHING. Who doesn't like things that not gonna cost you a penny at all~ Even you gonna buy me a Mentos, or maybe 10sen each of HACKS candy, or maybe spend me teh o ais limao, i promise, I will remember you forever... Serious ~ It don't have to be a very expensive stuff you see, I appreciate people that treat me good, that's all. Doesn't matter with the value of the gift, what I treasure most is the heart and the efforts from the person. I mean it.

Happy Weekend ~

101010 is a good good day !

I read back my previous entries.
Oh my, it's so potong steam hor ? It's like here become my 'tree hole' a place for people got no place to complain. I decided to put on some happy yet cheerful post.

101010 is a special day. It is because the date only read once in a century. Although me and FG never celebrate about it, but I can say we had the best weekend among this few weeks. This is a day where the both of us never leave each other alone. =)  It got no special celebration or special places to go nor any special meal for the both of us, but every minute is a gift with warmest heart attached.

From the morning we woke up, we smile to each other. We had our homecook lunch then we went to Sg Wang to recall some 'lalazai lalamui' memory =p Then had the famous curry fish ball, 'shark fin' soup, fried pork intestine with refreshing sour plum calamansi juice as our afternoon tea. Of cos not to forget some windows shopping. Oh ya, I bought a jacket which strongly recommend by FG. =D Then head back home to have a nap and homecook dinner.

Oh ya, not to forgot a gift from FG which he attempt to give me a surprise. =p

I've been complaining to FG that my watch had run out of battery, although I just replace a new battery last few months, but it suddenly stop running again. And I hint him for a new watch, cos the current one had been with me for 6 yrs... I wan a watch from him, so whenever I look at the time, it can reminds me of him in anywhere ~~~ FG wasn't pay any attention on me when the time I complained to him. He just keep silence, until a day, he said yes!!! "Ok dear, I'll get you one in a day K?" he replied with lack of patient but in a polite smile. My dear FG, I'll never forget the way you talk to me ~ =)

But I am very naughty as everyone know, or I should say girls always like to pretend like they don't really happy in anyway, cos they want more concerns and more sweet talk =p do ya agree? SO, i replied him "cheh, you say only, you never do one ~~~~~"

I never he really bought me this !
He gave me on 091010, so I pandai pandai make it as my 101010 gift lar~

Have a nice week ahead  =)

给风儿的留言

亲爱的风儿，

我把我的思念交托给你，你是否已经替我转交给他呢？

好想他 。。。

超想他 。。。

风儿，你可以代替我看护他吗？

我要他晚上睡得好好的，

我要他不要踢被子，

我要他不被冷气冷着，

我要他准时起床上飞机。

我更想要飞扑向他，紧紧地抱着他。

超级想念他的大肚腩~

=((((((((

鱼儿       

上

Weird dream ~

Fishy talk
Will go for bowling tonight... and hopefully I wont be the last place like last week... you know what? being in last place will cause you laugh by the others for a damn whole week... Wish me luck, and Gambateh fishu ~
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Another Friday I am here... but seriously this is not a working day for me... Feel so bored and feel so dull here... maybe it's cause by the nightmare i got last night... I wasn't feel good enough since I woke up just now till I reached office... I think everyone will have their own emo in different times right? So I am here... It's not a great day for me to blog here...but I think I should at least doing some updates right? :S

What kind of nightmare I got last night? You know what? I dream that Darl had an affair with the other girl... and the girl is trying to challenge me, she find me and talk to me... Like both of us are negotiating this guy should belongs to which one of us? My God, what a weird dream i got, and guess what the most heartbroken is not Darl had affair, what I heartbroken about is Darl never take any action on the girl as she making trouble on me and he just left the girl talk to me... WTF !!! Wish that I will not see that girl in real, cos I can recognize her in my dreams, cos in real life she is the 3rd party of Darl's friend. Damn, hopefully it just a dream... and I dun really feel good now...seriously...and I can feel I really cried in the dream cos when I woke up, I feel my tears are there... SOB SOB... =(

How much I wish Darl will beside me everyday when I wake up, but this is not gonna be right now... =(
When people around me said that I'm kinda independent(but I dun think so, and I really dunno why they think that way), but somehow I think I should be more girlish and dependent cos If I'm more to girlish like other girls, then I'll got someone out there to pamper me... not someone, but I think will be more people out there to pamper me !!! Unlike now, I am so so craving for someone to pamper me loh... So girls, being too tough in front of your Darling isn't that good lo.... Sometime we should try to act like little girl then it will show how macho are the guys do~

Oh my god, I'm speechless right now, there is lot of things to blog about, but all the things like just stuck in my fishy brain... All right, I think I gotta off here... I need some break... I'm not having a good sleep last night ~

The Seventh Day 最美丽的第七天

Just finished a hk series, The Seventh Day 最美丽的第七天。At first, I wasn't feel much to watch this series due to it's starring by Kevin Cheng...cos I think he wasn't the type like serious in love, but then he really have a good character in this series, trust me, if you watch this, you will definitely love him... but then after watch the whole series, I have to admit his acting skills kinda good lo... And some part are funny too...Some part are touching, and I dunno how many times I cry for this series... Kevin and Niki are very sweet... Nice series, I think I should introduce to Darl, so that he can learn from the series, see how good is Kevin treat Niki... HAHAHA...

A bump ~

Have you ever think you are a good lover?
How is a great lover looks like?
What kind of things that great lover will do?

I just figure out 3 things.
Respect
Understanding
Caring
but it doesn't work for all kind of male.

Being cried for few nights cos Fat.B been like never giving attention on me, makes me feels like he is running away and like not treating me like before. I know I'm idiot, but it is the only way for me to release my anger and sadness. Maybe I'm get used to the way that he treat me before, so when he suddenly change, I'm stucked. He claims that I'm too dependent these days compare to before, and he said he wanna earn more money before CNY so that our cruise vacation and my LV will coming sooner. But actually i find out that its not what I want, what I want the most is concern~ Ok, I know I'm such a bith that you guys are yelling at me like that.


Finally I told him what i felt,
Ended up, he said to me,
" I think you should not treat this relationship so serious. "
what does it means?
Isn't it the things that you did for me were just a dream?

" I'm not able to care for you for this moment, I'm in a rush for my career. When I'm fine to look for you, it's too late for you. "
I'm glad to hear that he is working hard for his future or might be our future.

I said,
" A good relationship have to work out from both party, we both have to tolerate each other, it is not you're the one who always demand the opponent to sacrifice, you need to sacrifice too, we're both work out for it "
he speechless.

" It is now different, I'm playing a role like a guy. I just want some simple attentions and concerns from you. "
he said, "I'm not able for this moment dear, I swear you always the first in my ranking. "
I'm speechless.

Hopefully everything will be fine in the end, and all these were just like a bump on the road.

Dear Fat.B,
I love you, but please dont ask me to treat this relationship like playing games.

...

i'm trying my best to pretend that i'm cure
but actually i'm not.

i'm trying hard to trust,
but actually it doesn't goes that way.

Scar just cant remove,
even i try to blind myself for not looking at it,
but i know it is there,
how much i wish i never been that before,
but i know the truth is not gonna change,
i'm not cure, i'm still the one who injured.

how much i hope you were here,
but you are so far away.
I miss you.
really.

It's easy to feel the happiness ~ ^^

All this while, I'm facing menstrual cramp during my period. I think lots of girls facing this problem ~ But i have not notice I've been so much lucky compare to others due to this cramp all this while, but then I started to feel that I'm the one of the lucky lady in the world.

During the tough time, I dunno what you guys will do for your gf, or your darling bf will do to you, but my Fat.B used to do these thing :

Prepare hot towel for me ~!

Make a cup of hot Milo ~!

Prepare panadol ~!

Get me a cup of warm water ~!

Treat my stomach as his pillow ~!

Get me Hot Red Bean Soup ~!

Get me some food.

Hmm... not bad right, at least he trying several ways to makes me feels more comfortable...

Even myself also dun do those thing during my tough time, well I just go to bed and sleep gao gao ~ Maybe I really cant stay alone, HAHAHAHAHAHA... I need someone to take care of me ~ My Fat.B even said wanna buy me some herbs, ok, hear first, dont observe it ~

Let's see how it goes ~

Hmm... I think I'm lucky enough cos my bf willing to do things makes me feels good during my tough time ~ and I feel so guilty right now for always complaining about him ~ HAHAHAHAHAHA...

I'm such a bitch....

Dear Badak,

Hippo loves you very very very very Much !!!

Muackssssssssssss ^0^

Mood : Very Good

Mood : Very Good
Health : Not So Good
Wealth : Kinda Good

Sick for few days, luckily recovered on time to attend Terence's party and my Fat.B birthday. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... Fat.B kinda weird, yesterday was his birthday, but he bought something for me. HAHAHAHAHA... While me? Ok, I din buy anything cos I just recovered from sickness, and doctor even suspect that I got chicken pox... LOL... lucky I'm ok now... Plan to buy a watch to Fat.B, but have no idea to buy and no time to shopping. Getting more busy nowadays, so cant cabut to shopping.

Buy a 3kg of Chocolate Indulgence from Secret Recipe to Terence with my sis. Kinda cheap...out of my expectations... collect the cake at 6pm++ on Saturday then rush home and go to the party... Before that, I called Fat.B to check where he is and when he will be back, so i can plan to go back wat time later after the party, then Fat.B said he was on the way back from Leisure mall to Sg Besi, I ask him why he was there to Leisure mall ? He said he buy something for me... he refused to tell me wat is it. Alright, i dun wanna ask, cos i know it might be Maxis prepaid kit, cos I got two phone right now. And he even sms me durng the party, " Darling, i bought something for you, it is useable " ... "Useable" *_*? what word is that? Then after the party, went to Fat.B house. Then he sounds proud to me and said," Darling, I bought something for you, sure you will like it..." I show my sweat face to him and I told him," I know what la, Maxis prepaid kit ma..." LOL... "no lo..." then he take out a small box which wrapped by a gold wrapping paper with a small cute "ribbon"?... then i shake it, OOH !!! it's sounds like a bracelet~ Cos previously I request him to buy me a 925 silver bracelet . My heart sounds "nyek nyek nyek" "hahahahahaha" "hohohohoho"... then i open the wqrapping paper politely and i saw the box is RED colour, sounds what ar? HAHAHAHAHA... LOL... if you guys go jewellery shop often, sure you guys know ~ then i open the box, there is a transparent box with the word "POH KONG", HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... IT WAS A 916 GOLD BRACELET ~ hahahahahahahaha... happy happy, excited, really thanks to Fat.B, cos I din buy present for him, but he bought me this... HAHAHAHAHAHA... LOL... nice... i like the bracelet... i shall upload the pic later ya... then i ask Fat.B why you suddenly buy me this? then he said, " since got money, then buy you this la. and I know I owed you alot cos you helped me alot too. and I keep thinking all night long what we had talk last night, so I buy you this" LOL... touching hor? Yes, we was argued the night before ~ HAHAHAHAHA, sacrifice is priceless, but the repay is worthful~ LOL, I never thought he will buy me 916, cos I want 925 ~ but he still know I like 916 the most, and he know i dun like platinum ~ HAHAHAHAHAHA... what can I say more? Thanks to my dear Fat.B ~ hahahahahahaha ~ He even said he will buy me LV and he got lots of plan~ Hooray !!!!!!! Hear first, dont take his word in my mind... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

LOL... what can I say more? Cos I really dun expect my bf will buy me all this thing, cos I always thought I will get it myself for what I want ~
Few days ago, a fren of mine called and ask...
"wei, you change phone ar?"
"yes, I am."
"83 buy for you ar?" (83 is Fat.B's nickname)
"No la, we each pay for ourself la, we get the same model"
"Ha? why not he buy for you, he suppose to buy for you..."
"Ha? why should he buy for me? I can pay then I pay la, why I need to ask him to buy?"
"Cheh, he is you bf ma~"
"Cheh, what for, I can pay ma what for ask him to pay la ~"

I always have one thing in my mind about boyfriend. If he buy for you then you take it. If he never think of buy you anything, then dun ask him to buy anything. otherwise, u'll wait longer... just like my 925 bracelet ~

I am sick , thanks to * Mr. Rain *

I am sick

flu and cough

cough non stop now

feel like going to vomit

deeply falls into the feel of feels-like-fever

shoulder damn heavy

dizzy

it's like few birds flying above my head

is it a sign that big money is coming to my way?

cos cantonese always say that

wealthy but not healthy

choi doh san ji yourk

财多身子弱

after short holiday, and I'm sick here

i hope i could have few more days off

but cant

cos company suddenly got bunches of work to do

book shipment, forecast monthly financial, arrange shipment, prepare payment

arghhhh...

why must be works come one shot in the time when i'm sick

moodless to work now

= (

that's why i said i cant ever *touch* by rain water

it will cause me SICK

raining quite heavy for this few days aka raya holiday

saturday went to pyramid, and i'm quite ok tat day

just sore throat

but when the way back home, rain heavily when i drive

when i reach home, KENA !!!

i know

i'm gonna sick soon

then wake up in the other morning

ask Fat.B kuat sa for me

yea

i love my Fat.B

he is the most lovely kuat sa sifu to me

my shoulder damn *purple*

and something bengkak after that kuat sa

yea, i know i'm sick liao

but i want to shop LV

>.<

then went to LV with my cousin, mommy, niece, and aunty

during walking to take the car

RAINING again !!!

and i KENA again !!!

Therefore,

I'm sick now

Thanks to *Mr Rain*

not the korean - Rain

but the *Mr Rain* who lives in the sky

wish me luck

cos i wan to go fro another korean bbq session

i cant go if i'm still cough like hell

and yes

not to forgotten to mention here

i aimed a LV wallet liao

my birthday coming very soon

friends, you should know what to do hor?

:P

hehehehehe

off now, i need some sleep

Life is nothing better than a person who pamper you much.

Read an article on a newspaper few days ago... It's meaningful and I would like to share some quotes from the article...

" When you pray for yourself, please pray for the people around you too. "
“ 当您为自己祈祷，请您也同时为您身边的人祈祷。 ”

" When you pray for wealth, please pray for the people who needs help first. "
“ 当您为自己祈求富裕，请您也为那些需要帮助的人祈祷。 ”

" When you pray for health, please pray for people who wish to stay healthy too. "
“ 当您为自己祈求健康，请您也为那些病重的人祈祷。 ”

" When you pray for happiness, please pray for the others to be happy as you. "
“ 当您为自己祈求幸福，请您也为众人祈求幸福。”

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Hmm... I start to love my new life...

Chatted a whole night with my Fat.B... and he said he rather find me everyday better than left me alone at home... Stay alone will cause me keep thinking nonsense...hahahaha... cos I'm a pisces...LOL... I like his *offer* ~ but I rejected... I told him I would like my own lifestyle and I hope to have some time with my friend .. Hmmm... I'm getting more and more independence compare to the previous me... And I'm proud to be *me*... ^^

Fat.B said he unlike the new me... cos he said I'm no longer the little girl that he knew before...but he did not comment much while he just said maybe I'm more to the public now, so I can make decision on my own, and I can go the way that I want...LOL.. where got people like to take care a small girl one? =.=''' I prefer to go the way on my own...

And I told Fat.B yesterday that I'm going to shop LV this coming weekend...Muahahahahaha... and he start to show his poor face out with his innocent eyes looking at me...LOL.. like I'm forcing him to buy me a LV bag... hahahahahahaha...
Then he asked me,
" Why you go there? You want to buy anything from there mer? "
" Yes, I'm going to buy a wallet for myself. So how? "
" I think you no need to go there, and I already buy you the LV wallet when you come here before you going there. "
I will never forget the way he look at me when he said that....HAHAHAHA...He looks so serious lo...
" You? You will or not? I dont think you will lo... "
" Yes, then let see how it goes la..."
" I still dont think you will buy me LV... "
" Okla, I cant afford LV for you now, but future I think you will scare of LV. "
" Hahahahahahahahahaha...." I laugh non stop with my loud voice and happily in my heart when I heard that...

Hmm... even he cant buy me LV but I like the words from him. Yes, he always try his best to buy me things that I want. Anyway, it's sweet to hear that he will buy me anything and the *scare of LV*... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... LOL... LV, here I comes...
Even he cant afford luxurious things for me now, but I feel sweet when I heard my other half promise to me. I can feel he always pamper me, just I did not noticed it before and I found it now. Cheers for my Fat.B and my LV....muahahahahaha... life is nothing better than a person who pamper you much...

^o^

I smell weekend too... Hehe...

Read all my friends' blog just a moment ago.
Hmm... all kinda emotional..including myself. Did u guys influenced by me ar?Hahahahahaha... Oh my god, I'm so thick skin till think that ppl will get influence by me... >.<''' LOL... okok... jokking~ Well, what can I say more right? Human always dissatisfy for what they had. Including us as well. Sometimes I might be good to comfort ppl, but I failed to comfort myself. You see, when I saw my fren's bf treat my fren so well, I will envy of them and ask myself why my fat Bb wont do that to me? Just like how david treat Chris~ Jealous... >.< *** Then my fat Bb told me,"Hello, all your fingers oso not that same length la... " Then I was confused by his words" What u mean by the finger's length? Nothing with how u treat me la..." Then the fattyB said," It means that each ppl have their own fate la... U have two eyes, two ears, one mouth just like what your friend got too but doesn't mean you guys has the same fate. Same thing, all your fingers is your fingers, but they are different length oso lo... " Actually until today, I'm still confuse with the finger teory... But the point he trying to tell me is Each ppl have their own fate. So dun just justify yourself by your own and compare your things with others. Well, we can understand that but sometimes we'll not... so there goes we have friends and blogs just to spread out the sucks feeling... Oh my god, what am I mumbling around ar? HAHAHAHAHA... okok, so i have to remind myself when I'm feeling not good then I shud read back my mumbling post...Hmmm... =.=

Guess what I did this morning? LOL. I'm so idiot man... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... I had reloaded my smart tag few days ago. Actually it's quite some time that I did not reload my smart tag, so I just pass the toll by cash. Then this morning, I took out my smart tag before I reach the toll, in the same time I was driving. Then after I took out the smart tag, I drove my car into the cash lane... LOL... No choice, so i quickily keep my smart tag and paid cash. Walao. otherwise ppl will think what am i doing ar? Dreaming while driving? LOL...

I just hate to go downstair of my office. I HATE !!! Why? I hate to see the fat guy who sell bao in front of my office la... Maybe I'm sensitive, but the way he look at me damn scary la... maybe he wan me to buy his bao? but NONO !!! I wont... there is four times I have to passby downstair... When I walk to office from the parking court, go da bao for my lunch, back to office from lunch and the time when I walk to get my car. Oh... Where ever I go, he just keep staring at me... yesterday I bought lots of breads for my lunch, he even KP to ask me, "eat bread AR... dun wan to eat rice mer?" Yucksssss... I just smile like being force and speed up myself ... Eeeee... when I walk to office from the parking, he just looking at me from the parking court till I reach office... Can I treat him like transparent? I'm so hate myself to be kind... Is not that I hate fat guy, but I hate his sight... The sell bao stall is like the type like those lorry one, they have many stall in anywhere. Before this fatty taken this stall, there is another guy and I hate to see him as well !!! He act like he's very "mang liu", non stop talking harsh words, tell his fighting story to the other soya bean man... and when I pass by downstair, sure he ask me" siao jie, yao bu yao mai bao? " Walao... Why there is so many " ma lat lou" here one... The soya bean man better, he diam diam one... just sit a side to read comic... everytime when I pass by, he also read comic... lucky not like the other 2...

Ok, I'm off to lunch... I'm gaining weight nowadays, hopefully next time u guys see me then dun call me fatty ching... HAHAHAHAHA...