A bump ~

Have you ever think you are a good lover?
How is a great lover looks like?
What kind of things that great lover will do?

I just figure out 3 things.
Respect
Understanding
Caring
but it doesn't work for all kind of male.

Being cried for few nights cos Fat.B been like never giving attention on me, makes me feels like he is running away and like not treating me like before. I know I'm idiot, but it is the only way for me to release my anger and sadness. Maybe I'm get used to the way that he treat me before, so when he suddenly change, I'm stucked. He claims that I'm too dependent these days compare to before, and he said he wanna earn more money before CNY so that our cruise vacation and my LV will coming sooner. But actually i find out that its not what I want, what I want the most is concern~ Ok, I know I'm such a bith that you guys are yelling at me like that.


Finally I told him what i felt,
Ended up, he said to me,
" I think you should not treat this relationship so serious. "
what does it means?
Isn't it the things that you did for me were just a dream?

" I'm not able to care for you for this moment, I'm in a rush for my career. When I'm fine to look for you, it's too late for you. "
I'm glad to hear that he is working hard for his future or might be our future.

I said,
" A good relationship have to work out from both party, we both have to tolerate each other, it is not you're the one who always demand the opponent to sacrifice, you need to sacrifice too, we're both work out for it "
he speechless.

" It is now different, I'm playing a role like a guy. I just want some simple attentions and concerns from you. "
he said, "I'm not able for this moment dear, I swear you always the first in my ranking. "
I'm speechless.

Hopefully everything will be fine in the end, and all these were just like a bump on the road.

Dear Fat.B,
I love you, but please dont ask me to treat this relationship like playing games.