Showing posts with label my dearest one. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my dearest one. Show all posts

Monday, October 25, 2010

Hesitated again ~~~~


FG birthday is around the corner !!!!  

I was thinking how to celebrate it and what kind of pressie for him~ 

Shall I held a surprise party for him? where he don't know the existence of the party ~ Woohoo... it's gonna be a lot of tasks to accomplish the mission~~~ @.@ inform friends, pakat with them, decide the venue, planning his arrival... I doubt that I can do all these alone or not?  

Or a 3 course meal prepared by me??? @.@ Hoh !!! Are you sure that I can do this too ???? But I have lots of idea in my mind now ~ what kind of appetizer? what kind of main course? what kind of desert? Just i need to suggestions, cos it's too much of ideas come across lorr... 

Headache larrr... 

Which one should I choose? ? 
Surprise party? or Homecook celebration ? 


Saturday, October 23, 2010

Every gift is priceless

Last weekend, me and FG went shopping at Mid Valley. We pass by a photo shop. I saw there are tripods display on the rack, but I didn't went in to view the tripod and price checking. I wanted it long long time ago since Porku advise me to get a tripod in case my hand shaking problem effects the pictures quality. Even though I longing for it some times, but I didn't even make survey on it. I guess it should be 100-200 maybe? cos I view the Sony catalog, the tripod that suit to my camera model is about that price. So when we pass by the shop, I told FG I want it badly, but I don't know the price. FG just keep silent and stare at me like "shopaholic !!! Pls stop on unnecessary stuff~ "


But few days ago, FG called me and told me he bought something for me. I keep on guessing what he gonna present me??? Curiosity, excitement keep spinning around... I just can't wait to see my present !!!!!!!!! Till Thursday night, right after finished my work, I called FG to have a drink. I just can't wait anymoreeeeee ~


When he reached, I saw him holding a present wrapped with gift paper in a kinda long box. I just can't wait for it anymoreeeeee.. I quickly unwrapped the box.....


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OMG !!! I'm kinda touched when the moment I saw the gift !!!! If it's not a public place, I could possibly drop my tears... I never think that he bought me that. Until now, even I'm staring at the box, but i still can't imagine he actually bought me a tripod which I told him when we were shopping in the mall ~ forgive me, if i sounds too excited... paiseh =')


FG told me it's kinda cheap, he hope that I don't mind of it. Poor FG, I'm very happy and proud of you actually.The price doesn't bother me much, as long as it's from you, it's worth it all...
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Oh my, I like gifts, presents or whatever that anyone give me ~~ Yes, I mean EVERYTHING. Who doesn't like things that not gonna cost you a penny at all~ Even you gonna buy me a Mentos, or maybe 10sen each of HACKS candy, or maybe spend me teh o ais limao, i promise, I will remember you forever... Serious ~ It don't have to be a very expensive stuff you see, I appreciate people that treat me good, that's all. Doesn't matter with the value of the gift, what I treasure most is the heart and the efforts from the person. I mean it.


Happy Weekend ~





Tuesday, October 12, 2010

101010 is a good good day !

I read back my previous entries.
Oh my, it's so potong steam hor ? It's like here become my 'tree hole' a place for people got no place to complain. I decided to put on some happy yet cheerful post.

101010 is a special day. It is because the date only read once in a century. Although me and FG never celebrate about it, but I can say we had the best weekend among this few weeks. This is a day where the both of us never leave each other alone. =)  It got no special celebration or special places to go nor any special meal for the both of us, but every minute is a gift with warmest heart attached.

From the morning we woke up, we smile to each other. We had our homecook lunch then we went to Sg Wang to recall some 'lalazai lalamui' memory =p Then had the famous curry fish ball, 'shark fin' soup, fried pork intestine with refreshing sour plum calamansi juice as our afternoon tea. Of cos not to forget some windows shopping. Oh ya, I bought a jacket which strongly recommend by FG. =D Then head back home to have a nap and homecook dinner.

Oh ya, not to forgot a gift from FG which he attempt to give me a surprise. =p





I've been complaining to FG that my watch had run out of battery, although I just replace a new battery last few months, but it suddenly stop running again. And I hint him for a new watch, cos the current one had been with me for 6 yrs... I wan a watch from him, so whenever I look at the time, it can reminds me of him in anywhere ~~~ FG wasn't pay any attention on me when the time I complained to him. He just keep silence, until a day, he said yes!!! "Ok dear, I'll get you one in a day K?" he replied with lack of patient but in a polite smile. My dear FG, I'll never forget the way you talk to me ~ =)

But I am very naughty as everyone know, or I should say girls always like to pretend like they don't really happy in anyway, cos they want more concerns and more sweet talk =p do ya agree? SO, i replied him "cheh, you say only, you never do one ~~~~~"

I never he really bought me this !
He gave me on 091010, so I pandai pandai make it as my 101010 gift lar~

Have a nice week ahead  =)

Monday, September 6, 2010

给风儿的留言

亲爱的风儿,

我把我的思念交托给你,你是否已经替我转交给他呢?

好想他 。。。

超想他 。。。

风儿,你可以代替我看护他吗?

我要他晚上睡得好好的,

我要他不要踢被子,

我要他不被冷气冷着,

我要他准时起床上飞机。

我更想要飞扑向他,紧紧地抱着他。

超级想念他的大肚腩~

=((((((((


鱼儿       

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

我的他



如果问我在世上谁能让我又喜又忧,
那就莫过于许先生了。




Wednesday, March 11, 2009

An EMO Post.

Did I mentioned what I've done on my birthday and what I've done on the day that suppose to be my birthday trip but has been cancelled due to FG sickness? If I didn't, here I go to post this emo post and even it's over, but still, I AM STILL EMO HERE !!!!!!!!!

Ok lar, forget about the EMO thing first, let's start here...

During my birthday eve, FG promised that he will bring me out for dinner the night before cos he was getting better that night(he fever for almost a week), ok lar, since he promise, so I just put my hope that my birthday dinner might be some where in those western cuisine restaurant lor. Nothing better to have dinner with your loved one during your birthday right? And I can tell that I am sox10000000 looking forward to this dinner lor.............

Then till my birthday which falls on Wednesday, FG called me in the morning and tell me that his body was fulled with tiny little small red dotted thingy. I was like OMFG!!!! WTF!!!! Apa lar? Which means that my birthday dinner gonna cancel lor? Then I ask FG that, what to do? FG asked me not to worry about, the red dotted thingy not serious also, it just cause him abit itchy.Oklar, then since he ask me not to worry about, then I went to work as usual. I didn't take my lunch nor breakfast, I have no appetite at all. Things not getting better, and the worst one ahead.

After I back home from office, I started to wait FG call. And I skip my proper dinner with my family, cos I thought FG gonna bring me out for dinner, so to not disappoint my mom's dishes, I just had a few bite on mom's dishes. Then, I started to wait FG call. Wait..... wait.... Wait... Till 9.30pm, finally FG called, he said that the dinner have to cancel, cos he feeling not well and the red dotted thingy still torturing him, he said he can't stand for high temperature, if he feels hot, the red dotted thingy will appear and itchy bugs will crawl all over his body.

So ended up, I have do nothing on my birthday. BUT full with dissappointment ~

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I went to work~

I went to office, back home from office, had a few bite on family dinner, waited FG's call, disappointment !

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Watched Astro,


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upload pics to photobucket,


and count black sheep for my insomnia~ HABIS WAYANG ~

Yes, I am still EMO here ~




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Monday, December 22, 2008

Chowie~~








Woke up late yesterday, due to some alchohol on Saturday... The feelings not so good, woke up at 1pm, and I really feels like I'm so useless, cos Fish Gong's mom was busy in the kitchen,while me and Fish Gong were still dreaming there.

After preparing everything, I request FG to fetch me home cos yesterday was the Tong Yuen festival. All the family members are order to having dinner together just like the Chinese New Year eve dinner. We went to take our lunch at the vegetarian restaurant. When we about to leave, I saw peoples are crowded at the Pet Shop. Then I saw a Golden Retriever from the entrance, I was abit sia sui, cos I am too excited, and I keep swinging FG hand like I'm a little girl demanding daddy to buy toys... Hehehehehehe... FG ask me to go inside the shop to have a look...Then I saw CHOW CHOW !!!!! Arghh, all this while I like Chow Chow the most, I keep asking FG to buy me the Chow Chow, but the price is way toooooooooooo expensive... man, imagine 12 months installment needs 300++ ler... Yes, they have Monthly Installment plan!!! I was shocked when I saw it on the label... LOL, I even told FG, "walao, see, buy doggy also can pay by installment one..." Hehe... In fact, I was asking him to do the installment if he feel sum thong to pay 3k++ for the Chow Chow... Kekekeke...

The salesman roughly explained to us about Chow Chow, and it is almost same with the information that I get from Internet. Chow Chow need to have an air-cond room, otherwise it will easily get skin disease. Arghh, FG's condo are not allowed to have dog... !!! How ar?How ar? But I want it badly... :( ... The reason I want it to be mine is I think FG looks so alike with Chow Chow loh... Hahahahahahahaha.... I'm not meant to say FG is a dog, but I mean both of them like having the same innocent eyes, although the body is huge... The Chow Chow I saw in the shop is almost one month old, but the size is so big man, the expression so innocent... Eeee, when FG knocked the door, he stare at FG for few seconds and stare at me for few seconds too, like he want us to bring him home ~ ARghhh, I swear, the way he look at us like a lil baby...

FG asked me to ask my mom whether can bring the Chow Chow home anot, cos mom not really like pets... Hehe, sounds like he gonna buy me the Chow Chow... kekekekekekeke... On the way back home, I asked FG,
"In case, mommy not allow me to have Chow Chow at home, can you stop cut your hair?"
"Why?" FG asked.
"I think you looks like Chow Chow..."
"OMG!!!"
" Yala, I'm not saying that you are a dog, but you just looks like Chow Chow, so adorable, then hor, you can save the 3k++ ler..."
"OMG, I dont want to be a dog, plsssss..... I rather to be a human than animal larrr..."
"Yerrr... then how if I cant have the Chow Chow? I even think to named it Chowie liao..."
"Erm... "

When I'm home, I asked mommy,
"Mee, just now I go pet shop hor, I saw Chow Chow ler..."
"So?"
"Very cute ler, don;t you think so?"
"Cute....but I'm not going to take care of it..."
"Cheh, can bring him grooming de ma..."
"I dunno wor..."
"The salesman told me, must let him be inside the house, cos he cannot tahan hot weather..."
"Hohoho, I cannot help you liao..."

Arghhhh.... Chowie just gone... I want Chowie badly, but how I gonna bring him home and where should I place him? ...

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Fishu updates

Since my che muis aka my bitches claimed that my blog soon(they said already=.=) become chinese blog, therefore I'm here to doing some random updates by written in ENGLISH !!!

BROKEN ENGLISH larr my dear all bitches, dun blame me if really cannot understand. Indeed, I can't speak well too... =.=

Ok, back to topic...
Hereby show you all my recent collection of cookbook...

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TARTS my heart by Kevin Chai, Easy Stir 'n Bake Cakes by Kevin Chai, Nyonya Kuih Passions by Andrew Kow and Romancing with Cakes by Connie Leaw.

Yaya, my life is more to housewife more than otaku... Me personally break my own record that I bake 2 cakes in one day... =.= And it is the first time that my Cheesecake finally can makan... hohoho... Sorry ar, no photo for the cheesecake cos no time to shoot it, and it is fully distribute till I only manage to makan the only one piece lor....

Someone called me today and asked me " you not bored stay at home just to baking and cooking mer?" I feel to shout at her, "Chi sin, my hobby ma, you buy your LV that time, you will feel bored anot?" Somemore when she asked me, she sounds like "eeee, staying inside kitchen really low class".... I'm just hard to describe how she asked me, but I just can't stop thinking that when she trying to raise her voice when she asked me that.



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Darling said my fingers look chubby and short... =.=''''

Darling bought me this 916 ring when the time I'm doing not fine. I was very upset during that period for I think almost 3 days that I'm being emo. At first, Darling asked me to go TESCO to get some groceries and to do purchasing for his mini mart. I actually knew that he wanted to get himself a 916 ring as a reward right after a property deal. I knew the main purpose he asked me to go Tesco is not for the groceries but the 916 ring, cos Poh Kong is there as well. Groceries is just to blur up my mind... sadly for him that I'm too smart for everything... kakakakakaka... Right after he aimed a ring for himself, he get another one which is same patern with him but size smaller to ask me try. Since I think just to try, then why not give myself a try. Eeeee... you know sometime we shouldn't treat the gentlemen taste the sour lemon in front of public right? Hehehehehehe... Manatau, he pay that ring on my finger as well when he make payment... so it's mine.... Darling said he bought me that to cheer me up...Iskh, what a stupid excuse that makes me think that I'm so that easy to please...



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Some funny shot just FYE. =)




Oh ya, someone that called me today hor...She still comment something.....She asked about my sis why my sis still dun wan to purchase a car instead of need me to fetch her everywhere. I told her, my sis going to study and she will get herself a car soon. Indeed, we are from so-so family lor, mana ada so many budget to buy new car anytime. She think we like her mer, get to marry to rich guy from rich family... I'm not jealous or kinda of talking about sour grape but the problem that she commented something that really hurts lor...Ok, but I wonder how come she cannot think before she giving any comment? Let's treat her brainless, but why can't she understand since she also from a so-so family. Alright, the HURT part, "Oii, you think beng a boyfriend very easy ar, ask your sis boyfriend to get her a car lar..." WTF!!! me answer her "Hmm, we don't have such idea and we totally agree that there is better nothing related money between a couple lor..." I belum cakap habis, she voice out another stupid comment, "Oii, SEX no need money one ar?"

WALAUEH, ISN'T IT HURT ENOUGH? SOUNDS LIKE WE ARE SELLING OUR BODY TO FULFILL OUR LEISURE. CHIMAKAN BETUL!!! Sex is not something to exchange with lorr... In fact, we both don't know which stage between my sis and her boyfriend lagi, how dare she comment such thing on my sis? I'm just pretend that I did not hear any comment from her about my sis when I reached home. This lady is getting serious compare to our last call lorr... Me really speechless when I heard that lor... Then I told Darling just now, Darling asked me not to take it in my heart indeed that is just some stupid comment fron nuts. But how could I? Is my beloved sister K, eventhough me always fight with my sister, but I really feel to slap her when she said that lor... She's just treating herself like high-end ppl lo... Giving such comments like we got no ability on purchasing own assets but to sacrifice our bodies. @#$#%%^$^%%^@#$^*(*(*)()_$%^



Seems like this post is no longer sounds update but sounds like my complaint... =.='''
Miss J, I'm so looking forward to your return and our outing !!! =D
And Jialing, Chicken Lady, when you guys want to makan the pan mee? Give me a sms larr.... or nudge me when you guys seem e online K?

Alright, gotta pen off now... need to sleep... =)

Monday, July 28, 2008

我的周末

本来说过要弄鸡扒口袋包(pita bread)给鱼公吃的,但是由于买不到口袋包,所以上个周末未有简单的烘了一个butter cake with chocolate chips给他吃罗。这次是我这么多次烘蛋糕以来最压力的一次,因为鱼公的妈妈在我身旁烘面包。

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我烘的butter cake ~
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鱼公的妈妈烘的面包~ 有tuna and corn bun, coconut bun, chicken floss 还有 butter and sugar ..
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谈下谈下谈到华人的糕点,鱼公的妈妈兴致勃勃的,就做了整盘的“喜板”给我带回家。

阿猪,鸟人,老鼠,这就是我所谓的喜板了,粉红色的,kosong的,甜甜的。通常都是我们华人拿来拜神的祭品。
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Friday, June 27, 2008

I am here now.

I'm so sorry for my updates. Sorry... I just dun understand what's the problem with the uploader. Whenever I upload a picture, it will comes out few copies. Ended up, now only I upload it again with the photobucket. And the streamyx !!! There is no connection for the whole week, I'm so fed up to call Telekom again. My lappie? Ok, I'm not gonna bring my lappie out to wireless cafe anymore, the crime case around my area here getting increase~ So, bringing out my lappier is definitely NONO unless I need it for any meeting.

ARghhh.... anyway, here I am.

This is gonna be a "long" post as it contained pictures that I miss out the long time, more pictures ahead, but I'm super duper tired. I've been siting in front of my PC since this morning.

Hey EGG, I cooked last week and even baked muffinssssss... Hehe... ^^


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Melted butter


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Eggsss


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Chocolate muffins powder


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Kacau-ing


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The mixture


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Ready to bake


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Hmm...


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Ready to serve


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Close up


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Got chocolate chips...


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Lovely ya ? ^^


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Trust me, this is heavenly good...


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Serves with vanilla ice cream will be better too...


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Sausages...


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Cheese and herb, minced chicken, ham, and onion


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Fishu's macaroni


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It might not look nice, but it taste good. really....


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Bacon roll @ BBQ Plaza.
This order is a must whenever we dine in BBQ Plaza ~



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My bowling shoes


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fishu


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Fishu with her darl.


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Again.


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Fishu


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Fishu


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Am I look like a malay girl ? HAHAHAHAHA


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Darl claimed that I looks like malay girl... hahahahaha...


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And dunno why, suddenly I miss Joyce, Jialing and Victina badly.
Girls, I hope to see you soon.
And of course I'll see you guys soon later, pen off larr... =)


Dear all, take good care of yourself ya... ^^

Friday, April 18, 2008

Weird dream ~


Fishy talk

Will go for bowling tonight... and hopefully I wont be the last place like last week... you know what? being in last place will cause you laugh by the others for a damn whole week... Wish me luck, and Gambateh fishu ~
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Another Friday I am here... but seriously this is not a working day for me... Feel so bored and feel so dull here... maybe it's cause by the nightmare i got last night... I wasn't feel good enough since I woke up just now till I reached office... I think everyone will have their own emo in different times right? So I am here... It's not a great day for me to blog here...but I think I should at least doing some updates right? :S

What kind of nightmare I got last night? You know what? I dream that Darl had an affair with the other girl... and the girl is trying to challenge me, she find me and talk to me... Like both of us are negotiating this guy should belongs to which one of us? My God, what a weird dream i got, and guess what the most heartbroken is not Darl had affair, what I heartbroken about is Darl never take any action on the girl as she making trouble on me and he just left the girl talk to me... WTF !!! Wish that I will not see that girl in real, cos I can recognize her in my dreams, cos in real life she is the 3rd party of Darl's friend. Damn, hopefully it just a dream... and I dun really feel good now...seriously...and I can feel I really cried in the dream cos when I woke up, I feel my tears are there... SOB SOB... =(

How much I wish Darl will beside me everyday when I wake up, but this is not gonna be right now... =(
When people around me said that I'm kinda independent(but I dun think so, and I really dunno why they think that way), but somehow I think I should be more girlish and dependent cos If I'm more to girlish like other girls, then I'll got someone out there to pamper me... not someone, but I think will be more people out there to pamper me !!! Unlike now, I am so so craving for someone to pamper me loh... So girls, being too tough in front of your Darling isn't that good lo.... Sometime we should try to act like little girl then it will show how macho are the guys do~

Oh my god, I'm speechless right now, there is lot of things to blog about, but all the things like just stuck in my fishy brain... All right, I think I gotta off here... I need some break... I'm not having a good sleep last night ~

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

First on my lappie ^^


lalalalalala......


I'm here.... it's 10.46pm and I'm here..
I'm online by using my lappie... I'm at home now....
the router finally gao tim.... LOL....


First thing, I have to apologize to D-LINK......
it wasn't the router problem... all this while is the STREAMYX !!!!!!!!
so shit.... I dunno what happened to streamyx these days ?
Or shud I say all this while they oso got problem?
Recently my office line sucks, home line sucks.... andeven i ask my friends, they all oso claim that streamyx line damn sucks nowaday...


I was thought that if I couldn't online tonight, then i'll call to streamyx and shoot kao kao....
cos this is used to be my expert job.... i still remember last time when my office couldn't connect to internet, then my senior ask me check v steamyx again... cos it's about 3-4 days we cant connect to internet...i've called them for few times and still no news.... this kinda serious for us cos we usually liaise with supplier and customer by email....or msn...

then the smart me called to streamyx again and shoot them .... then the line suprisingly able to connect after few hours I scold to the operator... Poor operator... but if i never scold, i think nobody gonna settle the problem for me.... then I told my senior the line is back to normal... he ask me why so sudden that the line is back? I told him I scold the operator.... then my senior said, in future all the complaint matter will be my responsible... Cos i'm too good to complaint and scold.... =.=''''

Ahhhhh....
I almost forgot... It is our 3rd anniversary for me and darl... Three years pass so fast... time do flies... I have never buy any present nor celebration oso... cos I'm almost forgot... So do Fat.B ... he oso forgot I think.. cos he never even mention once in front of me.... >.<
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAR ~ =3=
Oh ya, do you guys know where can i get the laptop cover? Cos my lappie is white colour, so i think i have to get a cover to protect my lappie.... =)

Do let me know if you guys have any clue....


Ok, gotta go...


:) Sweet dreams....


Monday, January 14, 2008

Disaster of a pig !!!!!!

Yesterday was a disaster,
I found out something which is unacceptable for me.

I was about to find my darling shirt at his mom's room. When I opened the cupboard, i found there are some female's clothes which is not belong to me nor his mom and his sis. His mom and sis clothes was at the other side of the cupboard. It is his sister's malay friend belongings. I was kinda mad that time and I really cant stand for anything about this malay girl anymore. I really wanna ask her about this, you guys know wat, even my clothes was separately with my darling. I dun understand why she have the right to put together with my darling clothes !!! and somemore before this happened, when we were sleeping, she came in our room !!! and she even put her toothbrush stick with my darling's toothbrush !!! WTF !!! I told blong about this before as i dun really know who i can talk to, blong suggested me to ask her or warn her, or ask darling sister about all this. Honestly, i dunno what to do at the moment. I dun wanna spoilt ther relationship with darling's family as we are very good in the moment. I suggest to darling, i rather buy a cupboard for him, and ask him to throw away the cupboard which currently in his room. This cupboard is sucks, it dun have a space for us to hang our clothes like dress or shirt. All of darling shirt are hang in the cupboard in his mom room.

Darling said his mom wan this cupboard and not allow us to throw it away. What to do? this way cannot, that way oso can't work ~ what to do? keep letting the malay girl put her belonging stick with my darling one? or ask his mom about this? what can i do? can anyone suggest me? It is not the first time i saw all this, first is the toothbrush thingy, second is this case, i really dunno what will come next.

I dunno what is the relationship between the malay girl and darling's sister. But all i know she stay there since last year. She sleep in his mom room cos usually his mom with his sister is in the same room. Darling's mom is a very kind person, she never say anything in front of me or darling too. All i know arcording to darling is the malay girl pay 150bucks to his mom, not really every month,but maybe a few times in a year. Darling's mom wash clothes for her, cook for her and of course a shelter for her. She even drive darling sister's car, and bang it with the repair cost of 800++ !!! can you guys imagine how serious of the damages? and what i was not happy about is she banged the car in the parking at darling's condo~ And this was not allowed to let darling mom know by her sister order. That time the accident happened was just after 3 months darling sister get her new car. Arcoding to our estimation, she might be speeding when she access to the parking. One thing, darling sister not allow darling to drive her car, but her malay friend can drive her car, wat a theory.

Maybe i'm a typical person,
but i really dun like other's stuff to stick with my darling things. Not because she is a malay, even chinese or other will do so. She is just a stranger for me and darling, we dun talk to her as friend, and she always act like she is cute and pretty !!! WTF !!! summore show me those black face when she see me ~ She likes to show off that she is using her GUESS handbag but atually it is pirated. what a fool of her.

Right this moment, I dun really want to spent longer time on her useless theory, but what I wanna do is to find a way to tell darling mom and sister about this. All i wanna do is just a kind chat with them and talk like we are a family. I know if I dun spread out my feelings, one day it will happen to be worst. I know darling already try his best on this, he did talk to his mom i think, but seems like no one take action on it. I'm so helpless ~~~ tell me what to do guys ~ pls.....

Thursday, January 3, 2008

A bump ~

Have you ever think you are a good lover?
How is a great lover looks like?
What kind of things that great lover will do?

I just figure out 3 things.
Respect
Understanding
Caring
but it doesn't work for all kind of male.

Being cried for few nights cos Fat.B been like never giving attention on me, makes me feels like he is running away and like not treating me like before. I know I'm idiot, but it is the only way for me to release my anger and sadness. Maybe I'm get used to the way that he treat me before, so when he suddenly change, I'm stucked. He claims that I'm too dependent these days compare to before, and he said he wanna earn more money before CNY so that our cruise vacation and my LV will coming sooner. But actually i find out that its not what I want, what I want the most is concern~ Ok, I know I'm such a bith that you guys are yelling at me like that.


Finally I told him what i felt,
Ended up, he said to me,
" I think you should not treat this relationship so serious. "
what does it means?
Isn't it the things that you did for me were just a dream?

" I'm not able to care for you for this moment, I'm in a rush for my career. When I'm fine to look for you, it's too late for you. "
I'm glad to hear that he is working hard for his future or might be our future.

I said,
" A good relationship have to work out from both party, we both have to tolerate each other, it is not you're the one who always demand the opponent to sacrifice, you need to sacrifice too, we're both work out for it "
he speechless.

" It is now different, I'm playing a role like a guy. I just want some simple attentions and concerns from you. "
he said, "I'm not able for this moment dear, I swear you always the first in my ranking. "
I'm speechless.

Hopefully everything will be fine in the end, and all these were just like a bump on the road.

Dear Fat.B,
I love you, but please dont ask me to treat this relationship like playing games.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Mr Hooi !!! i hate you !!!

Topicless ~
I'm so moody becos of the fat FAT.B !!!
fat.B very bad these days !!!

Friday, December 7, 2007

LOL... dun curse me...

i like this pic very muchiiieee...
thanks to blong ... =)
my body looks so flat... >.<'''
Jamie giamm, diet pls... ur waist tak tau pergi mana la...

Just went for breakfast with my cousin at coffeebean...
Eeee... i think i still like starbucks...
Very full now...
and i have to admit I'm chinese auntie...
Hahahahaha...why?
cos i cant finish western food all the time.
I dunno whether is the portion is too much for me
or the taste is not as good as chinese food...
everytime after western food,
i feel like going vomit...
but one thing very special is
i like my dad's scrumble egg and his chicken chop very very very much...
that's wat i called myself chinese auntie...
hahahahahaha...
finally, i bought a casio watch for Fat.B birthday... kinda cheap...
i wanted to buy seiko, but... ahem ahem...cough politely...hahahaha
wanted to buy swatch...
but Fat.B said, he dun like swatch nowadays...
( he used to like swatch very much)
LOL, maybe he is trying to save my money,
cos he found out that casio is kinda cheap...
and summore the one that i bought only RM169 but with saphire glass...
arcording to the salesman, saphire glass means the surface of the watch prevent scratch wor....
Since Fat.B said nice, then i just paid...
LOL... on the way back home, i keep nagging him...
"see, ppl got new watch wor...haih...my birthday not even a sweet"
"hello, the bracelet is for your birthday K?"
"wat? this year one or next year?"
"This year la... next year one different thing lo..."
"what? my birthday on March, now only u buy present for me?"
LOL... I'm a bitch... i like to make him angry... HAHAHAHAHAHA...
"this year is gold bracelet, maybe next year LV ler?"
"LOL... ok, i want original one, i dun wan A gred LV !!!"
"see how lo..."
(again, actually i'm kinda happy,
at least he know I like LV... jajajajajajjajaja... )
will u guys ever thought of buying something for yourself for christmas or birthday?
well, i did so...
Bag or wallet?
bag or wallet?
hahahahahahahahahahaha...
i wan wallet !!!
ignore my nonsense K, i'm trying to spread out my exciting feeling right now...
hehehehehehehe...






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