Weird dream ~

Fishy talk
Will go for bowling tonight... and hopefully I wont be the last place like last week... you know what? being in last place will cause you laugh by the others for a damn whole week... Wish me luck, and Gambateh fishu ~
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Another Friday I am here... but seriously this is not a working day for me... Feel so bored and feel so dull here... maybe it's cause by the nightmare i got last night... I wasn't feel good enough since I woke up just now till I reached office... I think everyone will have their own emo in different times right? So I am here... It's not a great day for me to blog here...but I think I should at least doing some updates right? :S

What kind of nightmare I got last night? You know what? I dream that Darl had an affair with the other girl... and the girl is trying to challenge me, she find me and talk to me... Like both of us are negotiating this guy should belongs to which one of us? My God, what a weird dream i got, and guess what the most heartbroken is not Darl had affair, what I heartbroken about is Darl never take any action on the girl as she making trouble on me and he just left the girl talk to me... WTF !!! Wish that I will not see that girl in real, cos I can recognize her in my dreams, cos in real life she is the 3rd party of Darl's friend. Damn, hopefully it just a dream... and I dun really feel good now...seriously...and I can feel I really cried in the dream cos when I woke up, I feel my tears are there... SOB SOB... =(

How much I wish Darl will beside me everyday when I wake up, but this is not gonna be right now... =(
When people around me said that I'm kinda independent(but I dun think so, and I really dunno why they think that way), but somehow I think I should be more girlish and dependent cos If I'm more to girlish like other girls, then I'll got someone out there to pamper me... not someone, but I think will be more people out there to pamper me !!! Unlike now, I am so so craving for someone to pamper me loh... So girls, being too tough in front of your Darling isn't that good lo.... Sometime we should try to act like little girl then it will show how macho are the guys do~

Oh my god, I'm speechless right now, there is lot of things to blog about, but all the things like just stuck in my fishy brain... All right, I think I gotta off here... I need some break... I'm not having a good sleep last night ~