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Someone told me that do not show out my bad feeling during outing with frens. Cos if I do so then I'll ruin my frens' mood... Hmm... I'm doing not bad just now...
Proud... :) Cos I can do it well for hiding my harsh feeling...
I'll not give up to improve our friendship since the incident cos I thought I've found you guys as my buddies in my life ... But I just feel so left out of you guys right this moment... Joyce, now I really understand how you felt last time...
But I always have one point in my mind... Once fren, forever fren... I'm trying hard... Hopefully I dun get myself dissappointed...
But sometimes I feel to give up too... But then, I try to ask myself not to feel tat... U guys know how pathetic I am? Haha... sometime i even ask myself, If i gone in one day, will you remember me? hehehehe... I know I sounds idiot... but i really got think about it... hehehehe...
Sorry guys, let me spread out my feelings K... dun scold me... I'm just telling out my feelings... I think i better sleep early...
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It is 2.15am now.. And both of us cant go into dream.. Yeah mei what u said was rite.. Dont not show ur mood to other when u r outing vf them.. I juz did it 2 weeks ago and i am dam menyesal now.. But what had happened oledi happened and i cant recover it.. What i can said to them is juz a sorry word.. Especially to muu mum coz that nite i not purposely 1.. I am in moody and not feeling well.. The moody of the reason is not from u guys.. U guys did nothing to me! So anyway sorry to everyone!! Hope the friendship can remain like the day we meet!! LNMU!
Kor... I'm fine K... dun think too much dear... summore u faster tell me what happened... I'm damn worry u... u dun scares me...
hehehe...u guys have so many juicy stories when I am not around..argh, not fair man~Jk la...Kor, i hope that you are fine lea...make sure that u let jmie or anyone knows when u are feeling down..write me an e-mail..I might not reply that soon but at least u have a place to vent your anger...bsides that, u r updating me at the same time!! that's like killing 2 birds with 1 stone lea...hehe...smart lea me~jmie,i know its hard but time will heal all wounds~~ remember that too~ I used to ask myself the same question too...and i m here to give u my answer...one day when you are gone, i will feel extremely sad and will remember the frenship that we once had! You will always be remembered by me~
aisk~
I noe hw u feel but smth u nid to time to mix ard with them so u kinda get hw they tink and hw the act.
u might feel u are left out coz u r nt asked for some of the outting but u cant b der for evry outting rite?
for most of the time if a person did not contact u tt doesnt mean tt they dun care for u anymore jz tt evryone had their own biz to mind~
life are hard enuff,so dun go make ur own life more hard^^~
sometime u nid to b a bit muka tebal to get involve~
as in like dun w8 till ppl ask u out,try askiing them whether they wanna go out with u~
as time goes,they will kin to ask u out~realli...
anyway...aisk take it ez bah~^^
hugsS~
btw joyciie~
u gt write blog anot de huh?
i dun ve ur blog de wor~
isk isk~
JOyce... when u learned to use that chinese phrase ar? LOL... u learning too much of mandarin when u are away from us... LOL... Things just hard to explain right this moment... I make sure I'll doing well all the time... But Kor really makes me worry... Joyce... he hint me some shocking Q that day...
Blong, it is not the muka tebal or wat... or ppl not asking me out everytime or bla bla bla la... Haih... u dun understand de la... Things just not wat u see only... But anyway, thanks .... I'll make sure myself to be fine... no worry... :)
Choi !!! wats with all the saying that "if im gone 1 day" ... yeah i know this day will come but don't think of it ok ... just live life to the fullest!! AND, live with no regrets!! i agree with part of wat chris said - that if dont contact doesnt mean we forget bout u ... hehe ... but everyone makes mistakes right? who doesnt? i mean nobody's perfect .. i always believe in that .. Guys, this is a Challenge and the obstacle we must face to test our friendship!! whether it can endure anot haha .... n chris ar .. jamie's right u know, that some things are not what it seems to be ... haih ... life is just complicated huh ... cheers !! LNMU guys loads~
Is not the contact probs dear... It is something happened like wat SW did to you guys... something like tat la...
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