Happy New Year

Happy New Year 2008 !!!


I've set my To-Do list for year 2008.
Determine, determine... aza aza fighting...

1. Stop cutting my hair.
2. New hair colour.
3. Diet.
4. Find new job.
5. Earn more income.
6. Get myself a Dell.
7. A new wallet.
8. A new working bag.
9. Save money for my car painting.
10. Request for salary increment. (if i'm still working for my current company)
11. Increase my parents allowances.
12. Get myself a new life.

Ok, that's all for so far.

Good luck to all of my friends.

...

i'm trying my best to pretend that i'm cure
but actually i'm not.

i'm trying hard to trust,
but actually it doesn't goes that way.

Scar just cant remove,
even i try to blind myself for not looking at it,
but i know it is there,
how much i wish i never been that before,
but i know the truth is not gonna change,
i'm not cure, i'm still the one who injured.

how much i hope you were here,
but you are so far away.
I miss you.
really.

Mr Hooi !!! i hate you !!!

Topicless ~

I'm so moody becos of the fat FAT.B !!!

fat.B very bad these days !!!

失望

痛心
失望
尊重
尊严

这几个字占据了我的睡眠

what makes you cry makes you tough

" what makes you cry will makes you tough "



I just figure out the phrase and I have to say cheers to myself.

I remember the day that I started my work once I've finished my diploma final exam.

I just given two weeks time to relax and enjoy my entire teenage life, sounds poor right?Yes, I have to say I just got 2 weeks time to enjoy after my final exam, then I have to attend to a new environment and started a new life with no more long holidays like what we got during our school time. Cos I have to start working.

It is another stage of my life, where you have to do everything on your own. You earn money for yourself and your family. You have to face new peoples, new problems on your own. It is definitely a new beginning. Working is like a journey start that you will not know when it will be the end. And here I am till I write this. And I still don't know when will it end.

I'm such a new born baby with you don't really know what you can do during your work time. You dont know what you need to do, you dont know what you have to do, you dont know how to do during your working time. All you know is someone will guide you the way and you will figure out things when you staying longer there. And it is what I thought when I found my 1st job. This is definitely different with the part time job that we used to do during our school holiday.

But it seems like not what that I thought for my first job and also my current job. I'm having different working environment with you guys and I have to say not much people do have the same situation with me. I'm a fresh graduate and I have to do things with nobody guide me and I have to face everything on my own. Yes, I'm working alone. I only see my boss and my senior three or four times a year. What a shocking figure right? We usually communicate on phone. And that's is the only way for me to learn things from them. With no colleague, with no boss, I can say I'm self-employed, but the truth is false.

I've cried many times which I really cant figure out how many times. When I'm facing some problems, stress will on me and I have to take it. Yes, I know I'm a cry baby. But that is the only way for me to release my stress. And that is the way for me to learn a new lesson after being a cry baby. You might think I'm useless cos I'm sucks when I'm having problems. But I have to say this is me. When you have no listener around, the only listener is yourself. You got to hear what's your heart talk to you then only you can figure out the way to solve it.

I have to be honest to myself. I'm so proud of myself eventhough my company doesn't operate as much as those companies. But I've learned a lots. There is a long way to go and I know I have lots of things to learn during my journey. But as for so far, I'm so proud of myself. From a new born baby till now, I learned things on my own. Eventhough I cry alot, eventhough there is nobody to comfort me when I cry. But what makes me learn a lot really do makes me cry before.

So guys, dont really think cry means you are weak. It's not. It will makes you become stronger.
Cry doens't mean you are the loser, it is just another way to makes you stronger.



Cheers =)

SICK ~

I'm now seriously feeling not well !!!

Cough till seems like my lung is coming out soon !!!

Shit !!!

And my neck feels like going to PATAH !!!

Shit !!!

I've been sick for TWICE in ONE MONTH !!!

My backache getting serious !!!

shit !!!

And I'm now seriously tasteless ~

Everythng which put in the mouth are no taste at all ~

And still, i need to go to bank today ~

Pity me ... I hate to go Bank ~

LOL... dun curse me...

i like this pic very muchiiieee...

thanks to blong ... =)

my body looks so flat... >.<'''

Jamie giamm, diet pls... ur waist tak tau pergi mana la...

Just went for breakfast with my cousin at coffeebean...

Eeee... i think i still like starbucks...

Very full now...

and i have to admit I'm chinese auntie...

Hahahahaha...why?

cos i cant finish western food all the time.

I dunno whether is the portion is too much for me

or the taste is not as good as chinese food...

everytime after western food,

i feel like going vomit...

but one thing very special is

i like my dad's scrumble egg and his chicken chop very very very much...

that's wat i called myself chinese auntie...

hahahahahaha...

finally, i bought a casio watch for Fat.B birthday... kinda cheap...

i wanted to buy seiko, but... ahem ahem...cough politely...hahahaha

wanted to buy swatch...

but Fat.B said, he dun like swatch nowadays...

( he used to like swatch very much)

LOL, maybe he is trying to save my money,

cos he found out that casio is kinda cheap...

and summore the one that i bought only RM169 but with saphire glass...

arcording to the salesman, saphire glass means the surface of the watch prevent scratch wor....

Since Fat.B said nice, then i just paid...

LOL... on the way back home, i keep nagging him...

"see, ppl got new watch wor...haih...my birthday not even a sweet"

"hello, the bracelet is for your birthday K?"

"wat? this year one or next year?"

"This year la... next year one different thing lo..."

"what? my birthday on March, now only u buy present for me?"

LOL... I'm a bitch... i like to make him angry... HAHAHAHAHAHA...

"this year is gold bracelet, maybe next year LV ler?"

"LOL... ok, i want original one, i dun wan A gred LV !!!"

"see how lo..."

(again, actually i'm kinda happy,

at least he know I like LV... jajajajajajjajaja... )

will u guys ever thought of buying something for yourself for christmas or birthday?

well, i did so...

Bag or wallet?

bag or wallet?

hahahahahahahahahahaha...

i wan wallet !!!

ignore my nonsense K, i'm trying to spread out my exciting feeling right now...

hehehehehehehe...

pops up in sudden

The auditor just gone...

And something suddenly comes in my mind...

And I cant wait to note down on my blog...

"We will not get along with each other if we are from the different world."

" Protect yourself "

Went out with my friends last night...

And I suddenly found out something from my friends...

Well, seriously I have to warn to my dear friends...

Beware of those people...

I bet you guys know who I'm mentioning to...

Be aware, always take caution...

Do not justify from the surface...

And these people are damn sucks...

I believes we are from the different world...

And we will not getting along with them...

People who full with plans but without kindness

is seriously Horrible ~

Just be aware.

Those people who cant face their weakness,

and they will only find the way to force people to accept their weakness are sucks.

They are full of plans, they always doing something to hint you,

Or the worse they will do something on you.

When they are still yet to get your acceptance,

they will figure out a way to makes you thinks you are suffer without them.

This is not the real friends.

When someone ask me, why are you so free to take caution on others?

I will only tell you,

when you go through some times, and you will sooner find out that you should

Protect yourself always.

Some people are not as simple as we think.

And you will not know what kind of people will harm you.

When you go through some tough time,

you will know there is no one to protect you unless yourself.

We are not playing political games,

but as a human being,

we are always playing the survival game.

I'm useless ~ T.T

me and blong aka chicken lady ~ muahahahahaha

wee leng, sis, and me

My blog being so quiet nowadays...

LOL... i know u guys read my blog but just dunno what to response on my blog right?

cos I've been crapping around... Muahahahahaha...

Mommy went to Hong Kong d... I miss her so much...

She'll be coming back on Tuesday morning...

I miss her so so so so muchieee...

I miss my mommy soup,

I miss her dishes.

The basket which collecting all those dirty clothes is getting full soon...

cos mommy not around,

no one willing to wash the clothes.

>.<'''

Now only i know I've been pamper by mommy all this while...

Mommy, I miss you ~ T.T

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Well, does all the pisces have good imagination?

I guess I'm the one...

I just cant stop dreaming ...

what's wrong with me?

My imagination getting more and more terrible...

Yesterday off work, I suppose to fetch my dear sis home from her office...

On the way to her office, I keep imagine lots of crap...

End up with I missed the junction that I suppose to be there...

After passing by the junction then only i scold harsh word on myself...

Jamie Giamm... wake up... $#$#$^$%^FGG%^#%^T((_#%$%^424

I scold non stop until I make a U turn which is quite far away from the junction...

You guys know what I'm thinking about that time?

Hahahahahahahahaha...

I'm thinking, will my boss offer me a company car?

So that I dun have to drive my own car to work?

What car would it be?

Civic? Accord? BM? V6? or maybe a MyVi?

Hahahahahahahaha... I know it's not gonna happen...

but sometimes life is great with some imagination and some "dreams" ~
Hahahahahahhahaa...

and life is great when u missed out the junction that you suppose to be there ~

=.='''

Dun scold me, I know I've been thinking a lot...

The auditor is coming soon.

After meeting up him, I think I'll rush back home and do those houseworks...

Wash clothes, cleaning up my room, get ready the ingredients for tonight dinner...

Fat.B said I still owe him a dinner due to his birthday...

and yeah, I owe him a present as well...

being so headache for his present...

I dunno what else i can buy for him, as I got a budget oso...

How much I wish the sky will drop some notes in front of me...

I dun hope much... Just drop 5k enough la...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

crapping again...

Read Blong's blog moments ago...

She said she's now like anti social...

as well for me, dear blong...

Being so lazy to go out with friends...

i just dunno why...

I rather stay at home after work...

but sometimes when I'm in the mood to hang out,

but there's no idea for where to go...

being so lazy to drive lately...

And I'm so moody this few days too...

feeling like I'm wasting my youngster days...

Well, I know I'm no longer in the stage of youngster,

I mean that I'm wasting the time when I'm suppose to be enegetic

but I'm wearing laziness around...

Hmmm... I'm so terrible right?

Actually shud I said that I'm lazy?

Instead, sometimes I do think I'm getting so bored lo...

Dunno where to go, and dunno what to do ~ !!!

Terrible... Jamie Giamm...

WAKE UP !!!!!

Alright, I'm gonna off now... I think the auditor is here...