what makes you cry makes you tough

" what makes you cry will makes you tough "



I just figure out the phrase and I have to say cheers to myself.

I remember the day that I started my work once I've finished my diploma final exam.

I just given two weeks time to relax and enjoy my entire teenage life, sounds poor right?Yes, I have to say I just got 2 weeks time to enjoy after my final exam, then I have to attend to a new environment and started a new life with no more long holidays like what we got during our school time. Cos I have to start working.

It is another stage of my life, where you have to do everything on your own. You earn money for yourself and your family. You have to face new peoples, new problems on your own. It is definitely a new beginning. Working is like a journey start that you will not know when it will be the end. And here I am till I write this. And I still don't know when will it end.

I'm such a new born baby with you don't really know what you can do during your work time. You dont know what you need to do, you dont know what you have to do, you dont know how to do during your working time. All you know is someone will guide you the way and you will figure out things when you staying longer there. And it is what I thought when I found my 1st job. This is definitely different with the part time job that we used to do during our school holiday.

But it seems like not what that I thought for my first job and also my current job. I'm having different working environment with you guys and I have to say not much people do have the same situation with me. I'm a fresh graduate and I have to do things with nobody guide me and I have to face everything on my own. Yes, I'm working alone. I only see my boss and my senior three or four times a year. What a shocking figure right? We usually communicate on phone. And that's is the only way for me to learn things from them. With no colleague, with no boss, I can say I'm self-employed, but the truth is false.

I've cried many times which I really cant figure out how many times. When I'm facing some problems, stress will on me and I have to take it. Yes, I know I'm a cry baby. But that is the only way for me to release my stress. And that is the way for me to learn a new lesson after being a cry baby. You might think I'm useless cos I'm sucks when I'm having problems. But I have to say this is me. When you have no listener around, the only listener is yourself. You got to hear what's your heart talk to you then only you can figure out the way to solve it.

I have to be honest to myself. I'm so proud of myself eventhough my company doesn't operate as much as those companies. But I've learned a lots. There is a long way to go and I know I have lots of things to learn during my journey. But as for so far, I'm so proud of myself. From a new born baby till now, I learned things on my own. Eventhough I cry alot, eventhough there is nobody to comfort me when I cry. But what makes me learn a lot really do makes me cry before.

So guys, dont really think cry means you are weak. It's not. It will makes you become stronger.
Cry doens't mean you are the loser, it is just another way to makes you stronger.



Cheers =)