update????

Sorry to my bitches...
Sorry... million sorriessssss...
I've been so busy recently... so less update here... :)

My kiamsiap boss got new project which i think it's hard to digest in the moment...
and my kiamsiap boss had put some orders to me...
he wan me to redo the account for the past three years to the present...
And not to forget, auditing period coming soon, i need to rush all the account or data before the dateline...
Ok, did you guys shock to hear about this... GAGA...
And the most shocking order which i received was ~~~~~
HE WAN ME TO DO PROPOSAL ON HIS PROPERTY AND OUR FUTURE PROPERTY...
Ooolala, what a shock and joke man, now I'm no longer an account office, soon I'll be the financial consultant... or you can call me Junior Marketing Executive tooo... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... LOL... i'm so useful... in any way anytime... HAHAHAHAHAHA... shall I proud of myself ? =.=

Slap slap slap, pik piak pik piak... WAKE UP !!!!!!!!!

So guys, actually I'm here to inform you guys that I'll be less update for this period due to my heavy tasks...
Do miss me ya... :)
Muackssssss... -@-

Have a nice day ... :)

A lil while of proudness :)

I'm not a smoker... Just for entertain you guys jek... hehe

I miss kiap kiap ~

I feel so proud of myself !!!
I have to say this. Dun care !!!

Just met a lady boss of a shipping company.
Wow, i have to say do not despise on women.
She is just 40++ if i'm not mistaken. She doesn't looks like usual lady boss look, i mean she doesn't looks like those lady boss who wearing a fierce face, instead she is friendly, and she doesn't wear formal. I mean she's in casual look. Hmm, overall, she is so elegant with her casual look and of course a friendly lady.

Dunno why, I feel happy and kinda release after meeting with her. I know I still have to improve my business communicate skills, but I'm sure I'm not like the shy baby as before, at least I think I'm more outgoing. Cheeersss for myself. And I can feel that I'm a step nearer to the successful road... I wan to be lady boss ~~~!!!

Hahahahahahaha, stop dreaming jamie giamm... !!! slap yourself >.< ""Jamie hardworking ar, give her first..." LOL, what should I said? all of them laugh, and I'm blushing like a red tomato... ~ Iskh, then the other day, my senior said boss agreed to give you bonus and increment... LOL...

OK, it's lunch time right now, I have to eat something, otherwise I'm not allow to eat after my yoga class arcording to my yoga instructor...

Have a nice day guys... :)

I'm the super fans of F4

LOL...
Guess what, F4 just release their new album.
I have to say, I LOVE F4 !!!!!!!!
One of their song is freaking nice, and their Taiwan promotion video are so damn nice...
I have to say F4 is the best best best best of the best best best ~
They are so leng chai !!!!!!!!!

Mom just told me they might be coming to Malaysia...
Dunno my mom got bluff me anot>.<

i'm so dependent

Darling just send a message to me.

"Dear,i m sorry 2.today my mood not very good 2.let me calm down first k?i wan u 2 remember nomatter how we argue also,my feeling to you wont change "

I'm now so damn touching,
cos Fat.B been so busy these days.
I miss him so much...


:(


Dear, i need you badly.
I'm feeling so down today...

And not to forget i miss my bitches very much toooooo.


Arghhh,
my life is so suffer without anyone around me...
i'm so dependent.
>.<

a moment of my grey sky

it's around 10.40pm now.
dunno why, i feel so down.
i need alcohol as what i wrote for my msn tagline.
i need alcohol...
i forgot how's the taste of Budweiser.
i forgot how's the feeling having Budweiser with my dear bitches and geh gong.

i miss my darling
i miss my bitches
i miss Budweiser
i miss wings
i miss pig shuenn

i'm now listening Jerry yan - i really really love you
tears coming out soon.

arghhhhh...
i miss the feeling of being pamper...
:(

What does your birth month reveal about you?

January

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people?s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

February

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

Apri

lActive and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people?s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

June

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

July

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people?s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

September

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people?s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

October

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn?t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

November

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

December

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.


Ok, mine is March... so which is yours?
For me, i think it;s kinda accurate ~ especially those red words.... Hehehehehehe...

Disaster of a pig !!!!!!

Yesterday was a disaster,
I found out something which is unacceptable for me.

I was about to find my darling shirt at his mom's room. When I opened the cupboard, i found there are some female's clothes which is not belong to me nor his mom and his sis. His mom and sis clothes was at the other side of the cupboard. It is his sister's malay friend belongings. I was kinda mad that time and I really cant stand for anything about this malay girl anymore. I really wanna ask her about this, you guys know wat, even my clothes was separately with my darling. I dun understand why she have the right to put together with my darling clothes !!! and somemore before this happened, when we were sleeping, she came in our room !!! and she even put her toothbrush stick with my darling's toothbrush !!! WTF !!! I told blong about this before as i dun really know who i can talk to, blong suggested me to ask her or warn her, or ask darling sister about all this. Honestly, i dunno what to do at the moment. I dun wanna spoilt ther relationship with darling's family as we are very good in the moment. I suggest to darling, i rather buy a cupboard for him, and ask him to throw away the cupboard which currently in his room. This cupboard is sucks, it dun have a space for us to hang our clothes like dress or shirt. All of darling shirt are hang in the cupboard in his mom room.

Darling said his mom wan this cupboard and not allow us to throw it away. What to do? this way cannot, that way oso can't work ~ what to do? keep letting the malay girl put her belonging stick with my darling one? or ask his mom about this? what can i do? can anyone suggest me? It is not the first time i saw all this, first is the toothbrush thingy, second is this case, i really dunno what will come next.

I dunno what is the relationship between the malay girl and darling's sister. But all i know she stay there since last year. She sleep in his mom room cos usually his mom with his sister is in the same room. Darling's mom is a very kind person, she never say anything in front of me or darling too. All i know arcording to darling is the malay girl pay 150bucks to his mom, not really every month,but maybe a few times in a year. Darling's mom wash clothes for her, cook for her and of course a shelter for her. She even drive darling sister's car, and bang it with the repair cost of 800++ !!! can you guys imagine how serious of the damages? and what i was not happy about is she banged the car in the parking at darling's condo~ And this was not allowed to let darling mom know by her sister order. That time the accident happened was just after 3 months darling sister get her new car. Arcoding to our estimation, she might be speeding when she access to the parking. One thing, darling sister not allow darling to drive her car, but her malay friend can drive her car, wat a theory.

Maybe i'm a typical person,
but i really dun like other's stuff to stick with my darling things. Not because she is a malay, even chinese or other will do so. She is just a stranger for me and darling, we dun talk to her as friend, and she always act like she is cute and pretty !!! WTF !!! summore show me those black face when she see me ~ She likes to show off that she is using her GUESS handbag but atually it is pirated. what a fool of her.

Right this moment, I dun really want to spent longer time on her useless theory, but what I wanna do is to find a way to tell darling mom and sister about this. All i wanna do is just a kind chat with them and talk like we are a family. I know if I dun spread out my feelings, one day it will happen to be worst. I know darling already try his best on this, he did talk to his mom i think, but seems like no one take action on it. I'm so helpless ~~~ tell me what to do guys ~ pls.....

I miss PIG shuenn ~

I miss Pig shuenn so much...

I'm so looking forward to meet you dear ~

I miss you very much !!!

>.<

Polluted Brain !!! But not me ~

Reached office this morning, and the first thing usually I'll do once I finish my daily task is checking my personal and company mail. As usual, I check my personal mail and I found out that someone send msg to me at Friendster, but I'm not sure who is he, cos I dun really recognize the name of the person. Then when I read the message in Friendster, the person as mentioned, 'Michael Camhill' wrote there, " wat mean OLK.izzit oh lan kan. "

The first thing in my mind was, "FxCK YOU !!! Dun you think positively? Your brain got heavy pollution ar? "

Then I replied, "Nope..." for the first message, and followed with the second message, " Pls mind your language before you asking me. "

Till now, I feel to scold him !!! >.<

Lesson, DUN SIMPLY DO ASSUMPTION !!!

I miss my long hair... :(

Suddenly i miss my long hair so much...

It used to be long and straight, and shining too...

:(

I wan to cry jor...

:'(

cherish

.

Times flies.

When you telling yourself that you will do that thing later, ended up you will just leave it there cos you think you already find the solution to get it done.

But when the time you wanna settle that thing, you will find out that the solution you've been thinking before are not the same again, cos the situation was changed.

Then, you will regret why dont you do it earlier and you will keep blaming your ownself.

This is what human, us always doing the same old mistake.



I just realised I lost a friend,
A friend which is truly treat me good...
but I'm repay with bitchy things...
Truly bitchy, truly sucks, truly bad...
I think it would be the most regret thing that I've done so far...
My friend was no longer there, I'm not gonna have a chance to meet my friend...
I lost my friend's contact, I think I'll not able to meet my friend again...
I dont think I have any clue to get my friend's contact...
Yea, I lost a person who treat me well...



So guys, do cherish the person who treat you sincerely good...

yoga yoga, slimmer, slimmer ~

Just register for yoga class...

one lesson per week...

Kinda cheap...

Only 50bugs for 4 lessons...

Oooo... I cant wait to be slimmer ~

A bump ~

Have you ever think you are a good lover?
How is a great lover looks like?
What kind of things that great lover will do?

I just figure out 3 things.
Respect
Understanding
Caring
but it doesn't work for all kind of male.

Being cried for few nights cos Fat.B been like never giving attention on me, makes me feels like he is running away and like not treating me like before. I know I'm idiot, but it is the only way for me to release my anger and sadness. Maybe I'm get used to the way that he treat me before, so when he suddenly change, I'm stucked. He claims that I'm too dependent these days compare to before, and he said he wanna earn more money before CNY so that our cruise vacation and my LV will coming sooner. But actually i find out that its not what I want, what I want the most is concern~ Ok, I know I'm such a bith that you guys are yelling at me like that.


Finally I told him what i felt,
Ended up, he said to me,
" I think you should not treat this relationship so serious. "
what does it means?
Isn't it the things that you did for me were just a dream?

" I'm not able to care for you for this moment, I'm in a rush for my career. When I'm fine to look for you, it's too late for you. "
I'm glad to hear that he is working hard for his future or might be our future.

I said,
" A good relationship have to work out from both party, we both have to tolerate each other, it is not you're the one who always demand the opponent to sacrifice, you need to sacrifice too, we're both work out for it "
he speechless.

" It is now different, I'm playing a role like a guy. I just want some simple attentions and concerns from you. "
he said, "I'm not able for this moment dear, I swear you always the first in my ranking. "
I'm speechless.

Hopefully everything will be fine in the end, and all these were just like a bump on the road.

Dear Fat.B,
I love you, but please dont ask me to treat this relationship like playing games.

Tagged, tagged, tagged...

Tagged ~

1. Name 1 person who made you laugh last night.
Noone, seems like I'm moody all the day wer...

2. What were you doing at 0800?
Sleep like a pig even the alarm rings.

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Get ready to go for work.

4. What happened to you in 2006?
working working working.

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
Boys !!! Did I ask you guys to play at the staircase and washroom?!!!! (Nowadays kids are too active =.=)

6. How many beverages did you have today?
Water...

7. What colour is your hairbrush?
Pink ~~~

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
Reload coupons for my both cellular phone.

9. Where were you last night?
Home

10. What colour is your front door?
Light beige

11. Where do you keep your change?
My wallet's coin box...

12. What's the weather like today?
Cloudy ~ makes me feel to ponteng kerja and sleep at home...

13. What's the best ice-cream flavour?
Chocolate chip with Mint and of course my favourite Strawberry...

14. What excites you?
Shoppings, holidays, trips, outings, and FOODS !!!

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
Yea, and colour my hair as we率l for CNY 2008~ Yu hoo...

16. Are you over the age of 25?
Oh, I just qualified to be an adult not more than 1 year...

17. Do you talk a lot?
Yes, i'm talkative but sometimes I'm a shy baby too... Muahahahahaha...

18. Do you watch the O.C?
Huh? @,@ wat is O.C?

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
Yes, my senior. But he is StevAn....

20. Do you make your own words?
Always...

21. Are you a jealous person?
Yes, so dont makes me love you~ Muahahahahahaha... sounds scary...

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'
Angeline

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'
Keith

24. Who's the first person on your received call list?
Mr Andrew Hooi Wei Yip

25. What does the last text message you received say?
Yesterday's Toto, magnum and 1+3D results from my cousin...

26. Do you chew on the straw?
sometimes when i think i need to diet...

27. Do you have curly hair?
Nope ...

28. What's the next place you're going to?
Might be bank...

29. Who's the rudest person in your life?
Erm... no idea, seems like I'm the rudest one in my family... HAHAHAHAHAHA...

30. What was the last thing you ate?
Peanut Pancake

31. Will you get married in the future?
YES !!!

32. What was the best movie you've seen in past 2 weeks?
it's been century for me for not entering the cinema...
Does DVD counts?If yes, then would be the Thailand movie

33. Is there anyone I like right now?
Yes.

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
Forgot, I'm so lazy to cook recently...

35. Are you currently depressed?
Yes... :(

36. Did you cry today?
So far not yet, but i cried last night...

37. Why did you answer and post this?
Tagged by Chong Jia Ling... >.<

38. Tag 5 people who would do this.
Christina, Joyce, Vivian, Vincent and Genn~