Fishu

i know i cant cry in this moment...
i have to be strong...

yesterday just told you guys that I got the ball from the other player and I dunno wat to do,
now the manager of the team are screwing me in front of all the player
but behind me ~
why are these ppl so irritating?
why cant they just let the others to do things that I dunno,
why they expect me to do then they tease me in behind?

2 months bonus? I rather dun wan,
increment? i rather reject now...
I'm feeling to type the resignation letter now...
but when i think of my family, my car, my house...
then i ask myself, how can you survive if you resign?

He expect me the full set of account for past three years and pass it to him in one month,
I know I'm sucks cos I cant make it on time,
but i dun think its totally my fault, he ask me to do this and that,
I was ordered to travel here and there just to complete some of my admin stuff...
and now he complain about me behind of me but in front of all my seniors... What is it about?
I was very mad, and of course very sad...
is this what i get after my effort? is this what i get after my wholeheartly services?
I told my senior, if he wan to complain, and he's not happy about anything of me? why dun he scold and complain right in front of me? i'm so embarassing because of his stupid and childish action, is this the way to be a BOSS????

And now, what I need is Budweiser, i really need some alcohol.