S T R E S S S S SS SS SS

S T R E S S

it makes you cant breathe

when all of you said stressssssss for your examss and assignmentss...
but i have to scream out loud ~
"WHAT KIND OF STRESS IS IT? YOU WERE JUST RESPONSIBLE TO YOURSELF !!!"
>.< !!!
I cant stop myself for screaming that...
Sorry guys, I might mentally out of control !!!
So if you guys wanna punch me, kick me, slap me, just give me a call...
I'm willing to let you make me pain...
I'm not here to "dak zui" all of you,
but in realistic, i do think the career stress is torture-nessssssss than the study stresss....

When you are employed, whatever you do are responsible to your BOSS and COMPANY ~
when you do anything wrong, it would be the company or your boss have to face the outcome...
Erm, you can say, when you do mistakes, you have to reponsible to your company and others...

When comes to study, whatever mistakes are on your study,
you doing not well on your exam, then it will be your own business lo...
cos you might not study well, you might enjoy alot and forgot to do revision...
I dunno... but the conclusion is, you are the one who make it like tat... and you have to face it on your own, but when it comes to your work, you do mistakes, it will affect the company, and you are the "TOH SUI GA" ...
conclusion, you only responsible to yourself and will not affect others...


It is between who you responsible to ~ yourself ??? or others ???

and now I'm in the trouble !!!
I admit I did not do well, but it is all my best...
I dunno how to do it better, cos i dun find a correct way, and I have no ppl to guide me ~
and the problem is the company's faith is in my hand... WTF !!!
I wanna do it better, but i dun think i can handle well physically and mentally...
everyone kick the ball to me... and i'm the one who strike it... damn, no skills and no experience...
how am i handle it all?
WTF WTF WTF WTF !!!

life seems to be black and white in sudden ~
Slap me if you want, i need some pain ~