you never know

Sometimes even how much you try, the outcome is still the sam,
cos you are not the decision maker.

To Someone that I care so much, and you know it's you,

I'm so glad that I can help you so much,
but the most important is,
the outcome is not beyond my control.

You will never see how hard that I helped,
you will never know how i need to act to be such thick face,
you will never know how my heart hurts like you,
Cos you dunno how tough my way to go...

Love, Jamie

Guys, sorry for always complaining,
I know I wasn't work well on my blog and use the same function of a blog,
but i just wish to let the one know things that I dun dare to voice out.