the reason of always oversleep ~

Read an article from a newspaper... i forgot which newspaper... but there is a point which i strongly agree.... Blue is the colour which makes u have a very sweet dream, and less insomia happens...therefore, blue colour bedsheet, pillows, boosters...etc are strongly recommended to place in your room... and see mine, everything blue, no wonder Amanda have to wake me up every morning even my alarm ring for several times....

everything blue.....

except Patrick, my buddy on my bed... :p

A&W bear from darl... it was placed on my bed since 2004....haha...

Doraemon... mua little booster ...

The only thing I need to upgrade my room is to paint my wall into baby blue... so i think when ppl come into my room, they will sure fall asleep... nyek nyek nyek... :p

crap-O ...

Give me a break on figures and numbers dude ~!

Amanda and I majoring in account since we were in form 4... Ooo, i think form 4 we started to learn the basic accounting and it's called Prinsip Akaun in malay. Both of us further our professional course which is a beginner level to a licensed accountant... and luckily, both of us passed all the exam and we manage to get our cert.... and till now, we said we wan to further the course into intrmediate level...But sadly we are not interesting in Account anymore.... My god... can die liao... die gao gao...

Today it's my off day today and gues wat i do the whole day so far?

a. Diner dash
b. Finance report
c. Movie
d. msn
e. All of the above

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Ta-da .... it's E.... ALL OF IT !!!

ignore my crap-O.... I'm just too bored to get myself something to do....

=)

crap-O

Am i too easy to get influence?

Auntie Dragon and I had an appointment this morning. She had been looking for me for countless time to introduce me her insurance plan... Since I had 747 her everytime, so i decided to entertain her for this time... LOL... Darl ask me not to sign up any plan... so that i can compare all the offered plan from other agents...

I was planned to get myself an insurance as well as a medical card in case anything happen emergency... Cos i dun have an insurance, and mom and dad dont really know this things during their century... HAHAHAHAHA...So it was another good thing to attend this appointment...

After a simple explaination and inroduction from auntie, I signed up the plan... I know darl will screw me up cos never think properly.. BUT all i know is the plan was within my budget, and it is so CHEAP... damn, i just need to pay 110 per month ... and the insured amount is up to 750k ... so why not i get it?
But then when i come back to office, I started to think, am i too easy to get influence? everything cheap, then i pay... Is this a bad attitute ? But everytime i pay i just think whether i can afford it or not, what ever i can pay, i just go for it...



Arghhhh... Jialing, i want make that Cheese cake... Pls teach me how to handle the gelatine !!! oh ya, i always use oreo instead of mary biscuit... =)

Life doesn't always go my way ...

the adorable cheese tart...

People always complain about the phrase 'life doesn't always go my way' .... If life do always go your way, do you think you will happier? Hmm...

cos ur life doesn't full with challenges, you are not able to learn lesson from each time you do something wrong... life will goes like what you want but only after your effort... Simple example, you want money, but you always claims that you dun have money, and you dun work, then how u get the money?Hmm... another example, you wan to eat curry mee, but you are lazy to buy, then how you expect yourself to have a bowl of curry mee? I swear you are not going to hope the things you want will drop down from the sky right? That's what I mean, whatever you want, you have to afford it by your own goodself....

Today is public holiday... and I was thinking to buy the blueberry jam right after I send my sis to work... Out of expectation, the store was closed... 'LIFE DOESN'T ALWAYS GO MY WAY' ... why the shop never open? so think it bright, we found that the store never open during public holiday... it means whatever happen, there are always opposite sites for you to observe it... Well, if you are not satisfy with your current situation, why dun you go and get what you want, instead of sitting there and think negative, keep complaining? Always be true to yourself, try to get what you want...maybe life will be brighter ...

Ooooo.. it was another public day that I waste it with sigh... Try to get someone to have a drink with me, but seems like no one i can get... it's ok, I'll just stay here and blog or maybe do my annual report...

I was planned to make cheese tart... but then I cant get myself the blueberry jam... OH !!!! ANOTHER REASON FOR ME TO SHOP !!!! Ooolala... Ok, later i better go supermarket to find the jam... HAHAHAHAHA... i always have a reason to convince myself to shop... hahahahahaha... I just miss Cheese Tart very much....Nyum Nyum......

Oh my, I'm getting sleepy here... woke up quite early this morning... Off for a short nap now...

First on my lappie ^^

lalalalalala......

I'm here.... it's 10.46pm and I'm here..

I'm online by using my lappie... I'm at home now....

the router finally gao tim.... LOL....

First thing, I have to apologize to D-LINK......

it wasn't the router problem... all this while is the STREAMYX !!!!!!!!

so shit.... I dunno what happened to streamyx these days ?

Or shud I say all this while they oso got problem?

Recently my office line sucks, home line sucks.... andeven i ask my friends, they all oso claim that streamyx line damn sucks nowaday...

I was thought that if I couldn't online tonight, then i'll call to streamyx and shoot kao kao....

cos this is used to be my expert job.... i still remember last time when my office couldn't connect to internet, then my senior ask me check v steamyx again... cos it's about 3-4 days we cant connect to internet...i've called them for few times and still no news.... this kinda serious for us cos we usually liaise with supplier and customer by email....or msn...

then the smart me called to streamyx again and shoot them .... then the line suprisingly able to connect after few hours I scold to the operator... Poor operator... but if i never scold, i think nobody gonna settle the problem for me.... then I told my senior the line is back to normal... he ask me why so sudden that the line is back? I told him I scold the operator.... then my senior said, in future all the complaint matter will be my responsible... Cos i'm too good to complaint and scold.... =.=''''

Ahhhhh....

I almost forgot... It is our 3rd anniversary for me and darl... Three years pass so fast... time do flies... I have never buy any present nor celebration oso... cos I'm almost forgot... So do Fat.B ... he oso forgot I think.. cos he never even mention once in front of me.... >.<

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAR ~ =3=

Oh ya, do you guys know where can i get the laptop cover? Cos my lappie is white colour, so i think i have to get a cover to protect my lappie.... =)

Do let me know if you guys have any clue....

Ok, gotta go...

:) Sweet dreams....

March - random updates...

It's March... Middle of March...

Woke up quite early today... The router is driving crazy... Fix and fix, not yet start to use, but the setting already cannot be done... Not gonna blame the technician, cos he is my sis's friend, and he is so kind to FOC for the petrol and service... and somemore he help me to buy the router and all the way from Sg buloh come to our house just to set up the router and networking ... Ok, i'm not that money-mattered person to said he is kind cos he never ask for any charges lo, cos he is really kind though I ask my sis to ask him keep the change when i pay him the router and the change as the travelling allowance and service charge... but he rejected... Good guy, so envy to my sis, why she always get to know nice friends... LOL... not I dun have, but just not tat close compare to my sis with her buddies... Maybe I'm kinda sucks? >.< Or maybe I'm an OTAKU like what Chris said ?

BLAME TO D-LINK !!!!!! what the hell with so famous branding in IT field, but your QC department really not good lo... Or I'm one of the unlucky ppl ? The router has been set up for few times and still we are not manage to connect to internet... And since i get my lappie, it shows me more looks alike to PC idiot... this dunno that oso dunno... haih, i'm so sucks... Keep giving trouble to my friends... Sorry guys, forgive me as I'm so stupid and nonsense in IT... HAHA...

There's a good news for me and of cos for the workers in Selangor.... It's public holiday on this Thursday... wahahahahahaha... This is gonna be the last holiday for this two months as we only have another public holiday on May... and we had planned to go Bangkok maybe around June? it's my suggestion cos I saw the pics uploaded by Vivian at her blog, and the word " SHOPPING" is too attracting... LOL... Do not forget I'm a shopaholic... Me and my dear cousins and of cos not to forget my dear mommy... We sure we sure we sure we will shop till drops... and I dun care... I wan SHOPPING !!!!!!!!!!

The first task to complete my trip to Bangkok is to get a passport... What a shame to hear that I dun have a passport even I'm 22 this year... LOL... but I dun care, I wan to break this on this year... my cousin said since you break once, you gonna have the second time, I dun care, I wan to save money to travel once each year... This is my target... Work hard and play hard...

updates ... A Cinderella Story

Hello... how are you guys doing ? Life's good there? Sorry for never updating myself here often... I'm doing fine here... Sorry cos I dun really wanna mention again the story which i promised to update here... dun ask me why...

Oh ya, my birthday... Hmm... thanks for all the wishes... this year not really have lots of present, but i had bought myself a present... and it's sent over to me on my birthday... HAHA... I bought a dell laptop for myself, but too bad, i have not online through my lappie cos the router not yet set up and I'm too lazy to online at those coffee shop... Hmm... as i told I'm lazy queen... HAHAHAHAHA....

Last saturday, me and Fat.B was planned to take our supper at mamak, but then because of my laziness... end up we stick our butt on the bed to read the newspaper...

Shock right? cos we read newspaper? Cos i told Fat.B that i found out an advertisement about the Proton Exchange Plan ... it's about if you have a proton tiara then you can trade in to Proton Edar and a cash voucher of Rm5000 will be given to you but you have to purchase a Proton savvy within 5 days time with the voucher and another discount of RM2000 will be given on the purchase, which mean if you trade in the Tiara then you'll be given RM7000 on the purchase of Proton Savvy !!! Worth right? The good news is NOT ONLY valid to proton tiara, if you have any old car... i mean those which the current market price is less than RM5000 can be trade in too.... So guys, if you had any car which is sometimes ago and you wish to sell it but u think not worth to sell off, the Proton exchange plan i think it's worth for the trade in... and fat.B have a proton Tiara, so both of us keep looking for the advertisement...

Then, we failed to find the piece of advertise... cos I saw in chinese newspaper, but due to Fat.B cant read chinese, so we decide to find in The Star... Aiks.... thing always unpredictable... since we failed to find it and the lazy bugs are crawling my whole body, I suggest to cancel the supper plan... HAHAHAHAHA... see, i lazy till dining oso have to cancel.... LOL... then fat.B found out that TV3 will be showing Shrek 2 at 12.30am... so we find some snacks and ready for the movie...

Manatau, not Shrek, it's another movie starring by Hillary Duff and Chad Michael Murray, it's " A Cinderella Story" .... AT first, i was abit of dissappointed, cos I'm so looking forward for Shrek cos I dun have the DVD with me... but then no choice, we just watch Cinderella lo... Hm.... it's not a bad movie i think, I love the storyline as they can change the story background to the modern 21st century and the origin of the story still maintained... I cried when i watch it, Fat.B was aside when I cried, and he even ask me why? =.= swt ~ of course the movie makes me cry la... stupiak... Hillary was so pretty in the movie, and Chad... HE IS SO SO SO SO SO SO charming..... I like the stepmom and the stepsisters too... they are so success to bring out the character of the bad ones... I neverthough this movie can really makes me cry, but the movie doesn't get lots of compliment ...

But sadly, i failed to DL the movie, I think i have to find the original DVD... Gals, i think you all will like this story if you are so looking forward to fairy tales... at least I am the one, fairy tales will never happen on real life i think, so the only way you can find through story books, novels or movie...

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speechlessss

but i feel to pour acid to someone...


true story will be update later...

cos i'm feeeling to write something but not much thing i wan to write

aiks.... i have to say i'm glad to have my friends here...

i know i cant cry in this moment...
i have to be strong...

yesterday just told you guys that I got the ball from the other player and I dunno wat to do,
now the manager of the team are screwing me in front of all the player
but behind me ~
why are these ppl so irritating?
why cant they just let the others to do things that I dunno,
why they expect me to do then they tease me in behind?

2 months bonus? I rather dun wan,
increment? i rather reject now...
I'm feeling to type the resignation letter now...
but when i think of my family, my car, my house...
then i ask myself, how can you survive if you resign?

He expect me the full set of account for past three years and pass it to him in one month,
I know I'm sucks cos I cant make it on time,
but i dun think its totally my fault, he ask me to do this and that,
I was ordered to travel here and there just to complete some of my admin stuff...
and now he complain about me behind of me but in front of all my seniors... What is it about?
I was very mad, and of course very sad...
is this what i get after my effort? is this what i get after my wholeheartly services?
I told my senior, if he wan to complain, and he's not happy about anything of me? why dun he scold and complain right in front of me? i'm so embarassing because of his stupid and childish action, is this the way to be a BOSS????

And now, what I need is Budweiser, i really need some alcohol.

S T R E S S S S SS SS SS

S T R E S S

it makes you cant breathe

when all of you said stressssssss for your examss and assignmentss...
but i have to scream out loud ~
"WHAT KIND OF STRESS IS IT? YOU WERE JUST RESPONSIBLE TO YOURSELF !!!"
>.< !!!
I cant stop myself for screaming that...
Sorry guys, I might mentally out of control !!!
So if you guys wanna punch me, kick me, slap me, just give me a call...
I'm willing to let you make me pain...
I'm not here to "dak zui" all of you,
but in realistic, i do think the career stress is torture-nessssssss than the study stresss....

When you are employed, whatever you do are responsible to your BOSS and COMPANY ~
when you do anything wrong, it would be the company or your boss have to face the outcome...
Erm, you can say, when you do mistakes, you have to reponsible to your company and others...

When comes to study, whatever mistakes are on your study,
you doing not well on your exam, then it will be your own business lo...
cos you might not study well, you might enjoy alot and forgot to do revision...
I dunno... but the conclusion is, you are the one who make it like tat... and you have to face it on your own, but when it comes to your work, you do mistakes, it will affect the company, and you are the "TOH SUI GA" ...
conclusion, you only responsible to yourself and will not affect others...


It is between who you responsible to ~ yourself ??? or others ???

and now I'm in the trouble !!!
I admit I did not do well, but it is all my best...
I dunno how to do it better, cos i dun find a correct way, and I have no ppl to guide me ~
and the problem is the company's faith is in my hand... WTF !!!
I wanna do it better, but i dun think i can handle well physically and mentally...
everyone kick the ball to me... and i'm the one who strike it... damn, no skills and no experience...
how am i handle it all?
WTF WTF WTF WTF !!!

life seems to be black and white in sudden ~
Slap me if you want, i need some pain ~

Thanks for lighten up my days =)

After a few grey days,
pig shuenn bright up my day this morning with this funny clips...
enjoy guys...

you never know

Sometimes even how much you try, the outcome is still the sam,
cos you are not the decision maker.

To Someone that I care so much, and you know it's you,

I'm so glad that I can help you so much,
but the most important is,
the outcome is not beyond my control.

You will never see how hard that I helped,
you will never know how i need to act to be such thick face,
you will never know how my heart hurts like you,
Cos you dunno how tough my way to go...

Love, Jamie

Guys, sorry for always complaining,
I know I wasn't work well on my blog and use the same function of a blog,
but i just wish to let the one know things that I dun dare to voice out.

update????

Sorry to my bitches...
Sorry... million sorriessssss...
I've been so busy recently... so less update here... :)

My kiamsiap boss got new project which i think it's hard to digest in the moment...
and my kiamsiap boss had put some orders to me...
he wan me to redo the account for the past three years to the present...
And not to forget, auditing period coming soon, i need to rush all the account or data before the dateline...
Ok, did you guys shock to hear about this... GAGA...
And the most shocking order which i received was ~~~~~
HE WAN ME TO DO PROPOSAL ON HIS PROPERTY AND OUR FUTURE PROPERTY...
Ooolala, what a shock and joke man, now I'm no longer an account office, soon I'll be the financial consultant... or you can call me Junior Marketing Executive tooo... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... LOL... i'm so useful... in any way anytime... HAHAHAHAHAHA... shall I proud of myself ? =.=

Slap slap slap, pik piak pik piak... WAKE UP !!!!!!!!!

So guys, actually I'm here to inform you guys that I'll be less update for this period due to my heavy tasks...
Do miss me ya... :)
Muackssssss... -@-

Have a nice day ... :)

A lil while of proudness :)

I'm not a smoker... Just for entertain you guys jek... hehe

I miss kiap kiap ~

I feel so proud of myself !!!
I have to say this. Dun care !!!

Just met a lady boss of a shipping company.
Wow, i have to say do not despise on women.
She is just 40++ if i'm not mistaken. She doesn't looks like usual lady boss look, i mean she doesn't looks like those lady boss who wearing a fierce face, instead she is friendly, and she doesn't wear formal. I mean she's in casual look. Hmm, overall, she is so elegant with her casual look and of course a friendly lady.

Dunno why, I feel happy and kinda release after meeting with her. I know I still have to improve my business communicate skills, but I'm sure I'm not like the shy baby as before, at least I think I'm more outgoing. Cheeersss for myself. And I can feel that I'm a step nearer to the successful road... I wan to be lady boss ~~~!!!

Hahahahahahaha, stop dreaming jamie giamm... !!! slap yourself >.< ""Jamie hardworking ar, give her first..." LOL, what should I said? all of them laugh, and I'm blushing like a red tomato... ~ Iskh, then the other day, my senior said boss agreed to give you bonus and increment... LOL...

OK, it's lunch time right now, I have to eat something, otherwise I'm not allow to eat after my yoga class arcording to my yoga instructor...

Have a nice day guys... :)

I'm the super fans of F4

LOL...
Guess what, F4 just release their new album.
I have to say, I LOVE F4 !!!!!!!!
One of their song is freaking nice, and their Taiwan promotion video are so damn nice...
I have to say F4 is the best best best best of the best best best ~
They are so leng chai !!!!!!!!!

Mom just told me they might be coming to Malaysia...
Dunno my mom got bluff me anot>.<

i'm so dependent

Darling just send a message to me.

"Dear,i m sorry 2.today my mood not very good 2.let me calm down first k?i wan u 2 remember nomatter how we argue also,my feeling to you wont change "

I'm now so damn touching,
cos Fat.B been so busy these days.
I miss him so much...


:(


Dear, i need you badly.
I'm feeling so down today...

And not to forget i miss my bitches very much toooooo.


Arghhh,
my life is so suffer without anyone around me...
i'm so dependent.
>.<

a moment of my grey sky

it's around 10.40pm now.
dunno why, i feel so down.
i need alcohol as what i wrote for my msn tagline.
i need alcohol...
i forgot how's the taste of Budweiser.
i forgot how's the feeling having Budweiser with my dear bitches and geh gong.

i miss my darling
i miss my bitches
i miss Budweiser
i miss wings
i miss pig shuenn

i'm now listening Jerry yan - i really really love you
tears coming out soon.

arghhhhh...
i miss the feeling of being pamper...
:(

What does your birth month reveal about you?

January

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people?s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

February

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

Apri

lActive and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people?s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

June

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

July

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people?s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

September

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people?s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

October

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn?t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

November

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

December

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.


Ok, mine is March... so which is yours?
For me, i think it;s kinda accurate ~ especially those red words.... Hehehehehehe...

Disaster of a pig !!!!!!

Yesterday was a disaster,
I found out something which is unacceptable for me.

I was about to find my darling shirt at his mom's room. When I opened the cupboard, i found there are some female's clothes which is not belong to me nor his mom and his sis. His mom and sis clothes was at the other side of the cupboard. It is his sister's malay friend belongings. I was kinda mad that time and I really cant stand for anything about this malay girl anymore. I really wanna ask her about this, you guys know wat, even my clothes was separately with my darling. I dun understand why she have the right to put together with my darling clothes !!! and somemore before this happened, when we were sleeping, she came in our room !!! and she even put her toothbrush stick with my darling's toothbrush !!! WTF !!! I told blong about this before as i dun really know who i can talk to, blong suggested me to ask her or warn her, or ask darling sister about all this. Honestly, i dunno what to do at the moment. I dun wanna spoilt ther relationship with darling's family as we are very good in the moment. I suggest to darling, i rather buy a cupboard for him, and ask him to throw away the cupboard which currently in his room. This cupboard is sucks, it dun have a space for us to hang our clothes like dress or shirt. All of darling shirt are hang in the cupboard in his mom room.

Darling said his mom wan this cupboard and not allow us to throw it away. What to do? this way cannot, that way oso can't work ~ what to do? keep letting the malay girl put her belonging stick with my darling one? or ask his mom about this? what can i do? can anyone suggest me? It is not the first time i saw all this, first is the toothbrush thingy, second is this case, i really dunno what will come next.

I dunno what is the relationship between the malay girl and darling's sister. But all i know she stay there since last year. She sleep in his mom room cos usually his mom with his sister is in the same room. Darling's mom is a very kind person, she never say anything in front of me or darling too. All i know arcording to darling is the malay girl pay 150bucks to his mom, not really every month,but maybe a few times in a year. Darling's mom wash clothes for her, cook for her and of course a shelter for her. She even drive darling sister's car, and bang it with the repair cost of 800++ !!! can you guys imagine how serious of the damages? and what i was not happy about is she banged the car in the parking at darling's condo~ And this was not allowed to let darling mom know by her sister order. That time the accident happened was just after 3 months darling sister get her new car. Arcoding to our estimation, she might be speeding when she access to the parking. One thing, darling sister not allow darling to drive her car, but her malay friend can drive her car, wat a theory.

Maybe i'm a typical person,
but i really dun like other's stuff to stick with my darling things. Not because she is a malay, even chinese or other will do so. She is just a stranger for me and darling, we dun talk to her as friend, and she always act like she is cute and pretty !!! WTF !!! summore show me those black face when she see me ~ She likes to show off that she is using her GUESS handbag but atually it is pirated. what a fool of her.

Right this moment, I dun really want to spent longer time on her useless theory, but what I wanna do is to find a way to tell darling mom and sister about this. All i wanna do is just a kind chat with them and talk like we are a family. I know if I dun spread out my feelings, one day it will happen to be worst. I know darling already try his best on this, he did talk to his mom i think, but seems like no one take action on it. I'm so helpless ~~~ tell me what to do guys ~ pls.....

I miss PIG shuenn ~

I miss Pig shuenn so much...

I'm so looking forward to meet you dear ~

I miss you very much !!!

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