after a short nap

Darling taught me that not to treat people so well, do not treat anyone so kind and do not concern so much. Yeah, I was not taken his words and it end up with the outcome as what he thought. He is good in estimation ya. What to say more right? Be smart after a lesson lo... there is nothing to lose... and it gain a lesson, not bad huh? hehe...

My card statement arrived. Gosh, I spent 1.4k plus plus on last month. What a shocking figure... hahahahaha... LOL... ok, some of it is not my expenses la... it's mommy one... Never be late for this time, gotta settle the bill as soon as possible cos the due date has been changed to earlier. Bank really got the way to earn the citizen's money.

I'm sleepless last night. Not enough sleep and I just awake from my short nap. Not to mention why I'm sleepless. I think I got insomia. Hehe... People just said to me that I was thinking too much before bed time. Hmm, how much I wish I will think nothing and just enjoy my novel before my beauty sleep. But it will never be for every night. I think I should buy some beer to stand by in case I cant sleep again tonight. Do not ask me to have some milk before sleep, cos I don't like milk.

Somebody used to told me, if he taken the first step, but she still stand with her own point. Then he will give up and quit for the game. Yea, I agree. So that me. Still the same phrase, nothing to lose. Hehe... If I have taken the first step, the opponent still stand at his/her own point, there is no point for me to continue also la. Leave it lo... Hehe... Find the person that appreciate you. Love yourself before you love the others. Haha... Mommy and darling taught me that.

Just awake from a short nap. Haha, never thought that I can think so many things after my nap. Hand paining right now. Haha, you guys must be curious how come I can sleep in the office... cos I had finished my tasks and nothing to do lo. Watched sailormoon for few episodes during lunch time. Yea, I skipped my lunch again. Diet of cos, and I don't feel I want to eat anything. Hmm, I'm just too bored to take my lunch alone in the office. Pathetic me ~

Gotta stop here.

Joyce, I miss you. :'(