My Thought

Joyce reach SF ~ All the best to you, joyce... take good care of yourself... life's going on... be tough... and same to me too :) Do update urself often...Muacksss... LNMU lots ~

If life could be simple , i might not get myself in trouble. How good if I could live my life just like our chicken lady christina, easy come easy go... not to bother other's life including our close one... Then i might not get such hurt all the time right? How good if i dun be such emo and such caring person, then i might get myself in the joyful life... life is tough but I'm not going to give up.

I cried just now cos i heard something bad from kor... pissed off but not bcos of u kor... dun worry... Noone will care I'm crying anot too... I'm just too emo, i'll fine after my tears... not going to blame anyone of my close one, but I'm real dissappointed. Real true, and my lesson, not to concern and not to caring, that's all... in the end it will just gain irritation from others when u said soemthing concern but actually it's bad for the certain person, when u did not looking for ur close one. Weird but it's learned from my life...Anyway, I will only treasure the friendship which Ppl who helps me lots and thanks for everyone who cares me, I'll try my best not to dissppoint you guys cos I dun wan u guys being like me right this moment. Even I'm dissppointed now, but I'm not giving up to proove myself... My dear fren, you will soon to see the truth ~

Oh BITCH, u are real bitch... See, you are not the bitches tat i cherish in my bitches list K... I mean U ARE THE REAL BITCH !!! THE REAL BITCH WHO MESS THINGS UP ~ I SHALL ADD THAT U ARE THE REAL BITCH WHO LOVES TO SPOIL PPL'S LIFE JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR DREAMS~ Fuck off la, u might think u are the most valuable for someone but if for others, IT'S NOT WORK EVEN YOU OPEN YOU LEGS BIG BIG SHOWING YOUR BIG CHOW HAI AND YOU TRYING TO ATTRACT PPLS BY YOUR CHOW HAI !!! NOBODY WILL WILLING TO FUCK YOUR CHOW HAI !!!
if u read my blog then it is good, keep on your plan~ you might get happy when u see all this, and you might feel proud cos you make me cry and gain my tears... but wat u did, GOD WILL SEE ~ keep on going on your plan and your expected ending... I'm not giving up and I'm not the one who will fulfill your dreams... I'm not the numb either slave for you... you are nothing...

Clue : the above phase is for the troublemaker that appear right now... It's not for our close one. I always believe my friends ~ If you guys wish to know anything then just ask, do not hesitate. If you guys curious is it mentioning YOU anot? then just ask me ~ Dun fuck up anyone ~ Ask me better...

Life is tough har? but nevermind, we afford to gain it by OURSELVES ~
that day somebody call me up and confess herself to me that her beloved is being in a heavy stress. She fulfill everything on her beloved ones with those branded stuff and ETC which is cost high and then her bf told her, he's been in a heavy stress cos everybody were looking different on him. He could not handle this. Dare to receive but not dare to face the fact. How pathetic ~ You receive then you have to know how to handle the stress right? Dun receive la then if you think you cant handle it ~ this is real sucks... I'm not jealousy or wat, cos this is so nonsense, I just dun understand why He dare to receive my fren's present but not to dare to face the public... otherwise then dun take any single stuff from my fren la~ I only understand there's no point to get others to agree your life cos everyone have there different point of view. No need to care what others thinking on you cos it is your life not others, they have no right to judge your life unless yourself. Really fuck up to heard that from my fren, and end up with I just told her, ask your beloved one no need to care what others thinking, it's the love life of you both not others. Am I right with that advice? I dun care and it's from my bottom heart.
Story ends.

I'm not to gain any agreement while I just blogging and telling my true feelings... and the harsh words are the true feelings of mine.... Sorry if I had men-ko-tor-kan your eyes ya... Life still goes on... LNMU all ~