Weird dream ~

Fishy talk
Will go for bowling tonight... and hopefully I wont be the last place like last week... you know what? being in last place will cause you laugh by the others for a damn whole week... Wish me luck, and Gambateh fishu ~
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Another Friday I am here... but seriously this is not a working day for me... Feel so bored and feel so dull here... maybe it's cause by the nightmare i got last night... I wasn't feel good enough since I woke up just now till I reached office... I think everyone will have their own emo in different times right? So I am here... It's not a great day for me to blog here...but I think I should at least doing some updates right? :S

What kind of nightmare I got last night? You know what? I dream that Darl had an affair with the other girl... and the girl is trying to challenge me, she find me and talk to me... Like both of us are negotiating this guy should belongs to which one of us? My God, what a weird dream i got, and guess what the most heartbroken is not Darl had affair, what I heartbroken about is Darl never take any action on the girl as she making trouble on me and he just left the girl talk to me... WTF !!! Wish that I will not see that girl in real, cos I can recognize her in my dreams, cos in real life she is the 3rd party of Darl's friend. Damn, hopefully it just a dream... and I dun really feel good now...seriously...and I can feel I really cried in the dream cos when I woke up, I feel my tears are there... SOB SOB... =(

How much I wish Darl will beside me everyday when I wake up, but this is not gonna be right now... =(
When people around me said that I'm kinda independent(but I dun think so, and I really dunno why they think that way), but somehow I think I should be more girlish and dependent cos If I'm more to girlish like other girls, then I'll got someone out there to pamper me... not someone, but I think will be more people out there to pamper me !!! Unlike now, I am so so craving for someone to pamper me loh... So girls, being too tough in front of your Darling isn't that good lo.... Sometime we should try to act like little girl then it will show how macho are the guys do~

Oh my god, I'm speechless right now, there is lot of things to blog about, but all the things like just stuck in my fishy brain... All right, I think I gotta off here... I need some break... I'm not having a good sleep last night ~

Broadband ?

Fishy talk
YEAH!!!
Problem that stuck in my fishy brain finally get solved ~ Muahahahahaha...
Thanks to Princess Zizi... LOL, zizi, I like the LV too... But then I also need to work hard for don't know how many years to afford the bag... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Tada !!!
A brand new look on my fishy blog... how does it looks ? Great or kinda dull cos the background was set to black ? Aiya, I don't care la... White background seems very bored...

It was another boring working Tuesday... Completed some of my task, therefore I'm here to blog, cos my house stupiak Streamyx can't work well for few days already... My sis said she want to terminate the streamyx cos she is not able to pay for it (cos both of us incharge of the streamyx bill)... So I was thinking now, should terminate the Streamyx and subscribe the Maxis broadband either Celcome broadband? But I have a very very less knowledge on IT... what does it mean broadband ar? and with the little thingy modem, what is it for ar?Somemore my lappie got internal modem one wor? How it use ar? Is it like what they advertise, it can be use anywhere, I mean can connect to internet anywhere anytime? Cos Darl house don't have router, so if I got the lil thingy of the broadband then I'm able to online at Darl house also right? Someone pls explain to me what is it before I subscribe it.. Please...
But one thing I have to admit that Streamyx customer service getting improve... at least they send their technician to check your problems once you make report. But sad things is... the connection still the same...eventhough they had fix it, but few days later, you will find the same problem exist again ... Aiks...

So which should I choose?

Sunday's crap-O

Fish Talk
Lalilalilonglonglong !!!
Jamie is back...
(Back? You always here wat...)
LOL... I meant my bowling steam is back !!!
Guess what !!! I get 111pts yesterday during my bowling session with Darl... LOL...
I'm back, I'm back !!!
I swear I'll wont be the last place in the game on this coming Friday ~
Stay tuned for my updates !!! Hahahahahahahaha...

Well, recently everyone is talking about the Malaysian Dreamgirl ... So did you guys watch about that? Yes, I did. I watched for few episodes. But I was wondering what is the main purpose of the show? And since it was a reality model search, (and it is the Malaysia's First Online Reality Series which in the record of Malaysia Book of Record.) they are search for the future model or so called malaysian dreamgirl, then why they need the public to vote for the winners? It is a model search wat, why it is not judge by the professional people like what in America's Next Top Model? i think the concept of the show is kinda "crap" and it cause like this show exist to earn our sms charges, cos I really dun understand, why why why? why not the professional designers, hair stylists to judge who's gonna eliminate next, but the audience who decide it!!! it's a MODEL search wat... anyhow, it's just a show... just treat it as a show lo...

Ok, here's something I wan to share about...

Oh my god, it's 1.46am now... Gotta go... need to work tomorrow ~

101th entry

Yeah ~
It's the 101th entry~
Sounds like I'm too excited on what I got for the 101 entries at here... lalilalilonnglonglong...

I'm back after abadoned my fishy blog for one whole week... Guess what I'm doing during this seven days?
Yeah, nothing better than having a nice sleep.. and recently we(me and my cousins) are pretty addict to Bowling... and the first time we went for it was last Friday. There are 6 of us went to Sunway Pyramid mega lanes, but only 5 of us were in the game... Well... it is a lil bit of improvement after playing so many time of bowling with Darl... cos I get more than 50 last week... LOL... i tell you, my ball always go to longkang instead of having strike and spare...
And yesterday we went for bowling again... 1st game was a dream... Suprisingly I get 101... LOL... it is the best score ever i get in my bowling experience, and I told myself I should go for 120 for the 2nd game... but manatao... 2nd game was a disaster...I dunno why, maybe I'm too overconfidence...(LOL, slap me !!!) I tell you i only get 40 in the 2nd game... Muahahahahahaha... Kick me pls!!! what a shame compare to my mom... YES !!! my mom was joining us last night... and watching her in the game was a comedy... I keep ask my mother do not THROW the ball, cos when she trying to "roll" the ball, its not "roll", ended up she was THROW !!! and it sounds like earthquake... HAHAHAHAHAHA... but she improve damn much, the second game, mommy get 60 if i'm not mistaken... HAHAHAHA... See, this is the outcome if you too lookinbg down on others !!! LIKE ME !!! Slap me pls... LOL

I dun care, I'm sure I'll pull Darl for the game during weekend.

thursday night ~

Random pics...

The 916 bracelet from Darl... As mentioned in my previous entry ~

Rainbow... Do you notice anything? There's two !!!

ME !!!!

My lappie lo ~ My birthday present to myself... Yeeee, sounds kesian nia... hahahahaha...

I used to request this from Darl... but he rejected ~ iskh...

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NANANA !!!



I know my english wasn't good enough, and it might bothering some of you whom browsing my blog... I know.... I know... Therefore, I'm hereby sincerely to apologize to you guys here... SORRY !!! and I swear I will try my very best to improve my english.... Sorry for bothering some of you ~



Well, actually I think I need a home tutor... LOL, what a shame to have a tutor at this age... My god, who will think that I really need one? Or maybe they will think am I kidding there? I need someone to talk to me in ENGLISH !!! so that I can learn more...

Ok, off topic... I will keep on improving my english with or without a tutor...



Just went to pyramid with Terence and E leng for a movie "Ah Long Pte Ltd" ... My advice for those who not yet watch this movie : Do not eat anything before you watch it. Ok, it's not a digusting movie but it is a comedy !!!!!! Trust me, you will laugh till stomachache....... Indeed it's a nice movie, but I think some of you might think that its not worth to watch in cinema. Anyhow, its entertain me ~=p And I still remember some of the lines, "Dun call me akua... Ask your mother to lie down, maybe you'll call me father next year" .... Ooooo... you just cant imagine how is the emotion on the guy who said the lines... LOL...



Arghhhh, I'm getting tired... Off to sleep lo....



Sweet dreams~



p/s: Do correct me if i'm having any mistake in my writing... =)

the moment of "gonna-puke"

I'm having a bad digestion recently...
Just had myself a Quarter Pounder meal from McD, and now I'm feeling to puke...
Arghhhhh... i feel so much to drink a lemon juice or maybe a fresh orange juice ~

As i told, i just finished The Seventh Day... and I tell you, I love Kevin Cheng becouse of the series, I just cant wait to get myself a collection of his series... And his previous series, Under The Canopy Of Love 天幕下的恋人 is kinda nice to watch too ~ But youtube seems dun have the series due to the licensed problem, so do crunchyroll and veoh too... That's why I just get to watch it in Tudou... So any website that offer hk series or other movies that you guys can introduce to me?I'm having serious lagging problem in browsing onTudou. ... =(
Pls, I need some other websites ~

Reading always my favourite... but recently i'm not falls into novel, but blogs !!! read my friends's blog is a must for my daily task... eventhough we dun keep in touch with each others, i mean never hang out or call, but we get to update ourself by blog~ But somehow my dear friends dun really update their blog often, so do I am... then I'll browse the blogs all over the net, and I found Multiply really can find lots of blogggers... and you got countless of blogs for you to read if you are a daily blog reader~ like me ~ I do have an account in Multiply(click here), and recently I'm blogging there too... you know why? Multiply do have better facilities than blogspot, like they offer photo album and etc... Anyway, blogspot is still my choice to blog too.. cos it is more blogging feel.... while Multiply is kinda good to share your everything with your network... They do have their own good~

I need ENO i think, instead of suffering the "gonna-puke" feel ~ Or maybe I need some sour plum ~

The Seventh Day 最美丽的第七天

Just finished a hk series, The Seventh Day 最美丽的第七天。At first, I wasn't feel much to watch this series due to it's starring by Kevin Cheng...cos I think he wasn't the type like serious in love, but then he really have a good character in this series, trust me, if you watch this, you will definitely love him... but then after watch the whole series, I have to admit his acting skills kinda good lo... And some part are funny too...Some part are touching, and I dunno how many times I cry for this series... Kevin and Niki are very sweet... Nice series, I think I should introduce to Darl, so that he can learn from the series, see how good is Kevin treat Niki... HAHAHA...

15 years f.r.i.e.n.d

Ta-da !!!

Hereby introduce my 15 years neighbour... Ahem...neighbour sounds lame... HAHAHA...
They are my childhood friend since I was 7 years old when my family moves to our current house... And this bunch of friends actually were 6 of us... and 2 from the gang had less contact with us ( me, Amanda, Terence and E leng)... And now left 4 of us... =(

OK, this post suppose to be post some times ago... But due to my return to Multiply... Therefore, I had postpone it till now... =p

me and Terence Loy
I like to call him gay lou... cos he looks so girlish and guess what, he can actually take longer time than me just to set his precious hair... Muahahaha...

Me and Terence...
Yes, I admit I always act cute... that's why these ppl always claim that I'm thick skin... HAHAHA...I dun care as long as I love to do... muahahahaha...

Then I taught Terence about this fish ball pose and it was actually created by Amanda... Amanda was not with us for this session... So I curi her pose and teach these ppl...As you can see, my ball is bigger and looks bouncy than Terence ones... Hehe...

He still dont feel to give up on his fish ball...LOL

Me !!!

Back to normal and casual...

My 15 years neighbour( Lame!!! pls dun call us neighbours !!!)
Terence and E leng...
Sibling, Terence and E leng, Me and Amanda

Look at his hand... Wolverine!!!!
Yes, no doubt, we are all cam-whore~@@

Drink some water and take some rest.... =p

Here I comes again !!!

HAHAHAHA... dont slap me... I know I'm pretty...lalalalala...(Thick skin la wei !!!)

Take 2~

And the present that given by the siblings...

It's a blink blink belt and a photo frame which comes with our long lost photo...

NANANANA !!! I feel to slap myself too !!!
Can you spot the differences of Terence? Before and after... You see, once he was so nerd... and now... Ooooo... leng chai la wei ~

I love you guys... from the bottom of my heart... eventhough we used to fight with each other...And I love you guys... Muacksss.... ;)

the reason of always oversleep ~

Read an article from a newspaper... i forgot which newspaper... but there is a point which i strongly agree.... Blue is the colour which makes u have a very sweet dream, and less insomia happens...therefore, blue colour bedsheet, pillows, boosters...etc are strongly recommended to place in your room... and see mine, everything blue, no wonder Amanda have to wake me up every morning even my alarm ring for several times....

everything blue.....

except Patrick, my buddy on my bed... :p

A&W bear from darl... it was placed on my bed since 2004....haha...

Doraemon... mua little booster ...

The only thing I need to upgrade my room is to paint my wall into baby blue... so i think when ppl come into my room, they will sure fall asleep... nyek nyek nyek... :p

crap-O ...

Give me a break on figures and numbers dude ~!

Amanda and I majoring in account since we were in form 4... Ooo, i think form 4 we started to learn the basic accounting and it's called Prinsip Akaun in malay. Both of us further our professional course which is a beginner level to a licensed accountant... and luckily, both of us passed all the exam and we manage to get our cert.... and till now, we said we wan to further the course into intrmediate level...But sadly we are not interesting in Account anymore.... My god... can die liao... die gao gao...

Today it's my off day today and gues wat i do the whole day so far?

a. Diner dash
b. Finance report
c. Movie
d. msn
e. All of the above

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Ta-da .... it's E.... ALL OF IT !!!

ignore my crap-O.... I'm just too bored to get myself something to do....

=)

crap-O

Am i too easy to get influence?

Auntie Dragon and I had an appointment this morning. She had been looking for me for countless time to introduce me her insurance plan... Since I had 747 her everytime, so i decided to entertain her for this time... LOL... Darl ask me not to sign up any plan... so that i can compare all the offered plan from other agents...

I was planned to get myself an insurance as well as a medical card in case anything happen emergency... Cos i dun have an insurance, and mom and dad dont really know this things during their century... HAHAHAHAHA...So it was another good thing to attend this appointment...

After a simple explaination and inroduction from auntie, I signed up the plan... I know darl will screw me up cos never think properly.. BUT all i know is the plan was within my budget, and it is so CHEAP... damn, i just need to pay 110 per month ... and the insured amount is up to 750k ... so why not i get it?
But then when i come back to office, I started to think, am i too easy to get influence? everything cheap, then i pay... Is this a bad attitute ? But everytime i pay i just think whether i can afford it or not, what ever i can pay, i just go for it...



Arghhhh... Jialing, i want make that Cheese cake... Pls teach me how to handle the gelatine !!! oh ya, i always use oreo instead of mary biscuit... =)

Life doesn't always go my way ...

the adorable cheese tart...

People always complain about the phrase 'life doesn't always go my way' .... If life do always go your way, do you think you will happier? Hmm...

cos ur life doesn't full with challenges, you are not able to learn lesson from each time you do something wrong... life will goes like what you want but only after your effort... Simple example, you want money, but you always claims that you dun have money, and you dun work, then how u get the money?Hmm... another example, you wan to eat curry mee, but you are lazy to buy, then how you expect yourself to have a bowl of curry mee? I swear you are not going to hope the things you want will drop down from the sky right? That's what I mean, whatever you want, you have to afford it by your own goodself....

Today is public holiday... and I was thinking to buy the blueberry jam right after I send my sis to work... Out of expectation, the store was closed... 'LIFE DOESN'T ALWAYS GO MY WAY' ... why the shop never open? so think it bright, we found that the store never open during public holiday... it means whatever happen, there are always opposite sites for you to observe it... Well, if you are not satisfy with your current situation, why dun you go and get what you want, instead of sitting there and think negative, keep complaining? Always be true to yourself, try to get what you want...maybe life will be brighter ...

Ooooo.. it was another public day that I waste it with sigh... Try to get someone to have a drink with me, but seems like no one i can get... it's ok, I'll just stay here and blog or maybe do my annual report...

I was planned to make cheese tart... but then I cant get myself the blueberry jam... OH !!!! ANOTHER REASON FOR ME TO SHOP !!!! Ooolala... Ok, later i better go supermarket to find the jam... HAHAHAHAHA... i always have a reason to convince myself to shop... hahahahahaha... I just miss Cheese Tart very much....Nyum Nyum......

Oh my, I'm getting sleepy here... woke up quite early this morning... Off for a short nap now...

First on my lappie ^^

lalalalalala......

I'm here.... it's 10.46pm and I'm here..

I'm online by using my lappie... I'm at home now....

the router finally gao tim.... LOL....

First thing, I have to apologize to D-LINK......

it wasn't the router problem... all this while is the STREAMYX !!!!!!!!

so shit.... I dunno what happened to streamyx these days ?

Or shud I say all this while they oso got problem?

Recently my office line sucks, home line sucks.... andeven i ask my friends, they all oso claim that streamyx line damn sucks nowaday...

I was thought that if I couldn't online tonight, then i'll call to streamyx and shoot kao kao....

cos this is used to be my expert job.... i still remember last time when my office couldn't connect to internet, then my senior ask me check v steamyx again... cos it's about 3-4 days we cant connect to internet...i've called them for few times and still no news.... this kinda serious for us cos we usually liaise with supplier and customer by email....or msn...

then the smart me called to streamyx again and shoot them .... then the line suprisingly able to connect after few hours I scold to the operator... Poor operator... but if i never scold, i think nobody gonna settle the problem for me.... then I told my senior the line is back to normal... he ask me why so sudden that the line is back? I told him I scold the operator.... then my senior said, in future all the complaint matter will be my responsible... Cos i'm too good to complaint and scold.... =.=''''

Ahhhhh....

I almost forgot... It is our 3rd anniversary for me and darl... Three years pass so fast... time do flies... I have never buy any present nor celebration oso... cos I'm almost forgot... So do Fat.B ... he oso forgot I think.. cos he never even mention once in front of me.... >.<

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAR ~ =3=

Oh ya, do you guys know where can i get the laptop cover? Cos my lappie is white colour, so i think i have to get a cover to protect my lappie.... =)

Do let me know if you guys have any clue....

Ok, gotta go...

:) Sweet dreams....

March - random updates...

It's March... Middle of March...

Woke up quite early today... The router is driving crazy... Fix and fix, not yet start to use, but the setting already cannot be done... Not gonna blame the technician, cos he is my sis's friend, and he is so kind to FOC for the petrol and service... and somemore he help me to buy the router and all the way from Sg buloh come to our house just to set up the router and networking ... Ok, i'm not that money-mattered person to said he is kind cos he never ask for any charges lo, cos he is really kind though I ask my sis to ask him keep the change when i pay him the router and the change as the travelling allowance and service charge... but he rejected... Good guy, so envy to my sis, why she always get to know nice friends... LOL... not I dun have, but just not tat close compare to my sis with her buddies... Maybe I'm kinda sucks? >.< Or maybe I'm an OTAKU like what Chris said ?

BLAME TO D-LINK !!!!!! what the hell with so famous branding in IT field, but your QC department really not good lo... Or I'm one of the unlucky ppl ? The router has been set up for few times and still we are not manage to connect to internet... And since i get my lappie, it shows me more looks alike to PC idiot... this dunno that oso dunno... haih, i'm so sucks... Keep giving trouble to my friends... Sorry guys, forgive me as I'm so stupid and nonsense in IT... HAHA...

There's a good news for me and of cos for the workers in Selangor.... It's public holiday on this Thursday... wahahahahahaha... This is gonna be the last holiday for this two months as we only have another public holiday on May... and we had planned to go Bangkok maybe around June? it's my suggestion cos I saw the pics uploaded by Vivian at her blog, and the word " SHOPPING" is too attracting... LOL... Do not forget I'm a shopaholic... Me and my dear cousins and of cos not to forget my dear mommy... We sure we sure we sure we will shop till drops... and I dun care... I wan SHOPPING !!!!!!!!!!

The first task to complete my trip to Bangkok is to get a passport... What a shame to hear that I dun have a passport even I'm 22 this year... LOL... but I dun care, I wan to break this on this year... my cousin said since you break once, you gonna have the second time, I dun care, I wan to save money to travel once each year... This is my target... Work hard and play hard...

updates ... A Cinderella Story

Hello... how are you guys doing ? Life's good there? Sorry for never updating myself here often... I'm doing fine here... Sorry cos I dun really wanna mention again the story which i promised to update here... dun ask me why...

Oh ya, my birthday... Hmm... thanks for all the wishes... this year not really have lots of present, but i had bought myself a present... and it's sent over to me on my birthday... HAHA... I bought a dell laptop for myself, but too bad, i have not online through my lappie cos the router not yet set up and I'm too lazy to online at those coffee shop... Hmm... as i told I'm lazy queen... HAHAHAHAHA....

Last saturday, me and Fat.B was planned to take our supper at mamak, but then because of my laziness... end up we stick our butt on the bed to read the newspaper...

Shock right? cos we read newspaper? Cos i told Fat.B that i found out an advertisement about the Proton Exchange Plan ... it's about if you have a proton tiara then you can trade in to Proton Edar and a cash voucher of Rm5000 will be given to you but you have to purchase a Proton savvy within 5 days time with the voucher and another discount of RM2000 will be given on the purchase, which mean if you trade in the Tiara then you'll be given RM7000 on the purchase of Proton Savvy !!! Worth right? The good news is NOT ONLY valid to proton tiara, if you have any old car... i mean those which the current market price is less than RM5000 can be trade in too.... So guys, if you had any car which is sometimes ago and you wish to sell it but u think not worth to sell off, the Proton exchange plan i think it's worth for the trade in... and fat.B have a proton Tiara, so both of us keep looking for the advertisement...

Then, we failed to find the piece of advertise... cos I saw in chinese newspaper, but due to Fat.B cant read chinese, so we decide to find in The Star... Aiks.... thing always unpredictable... since we failed to find it and the lazy bugs are crawling my whole body, I suggest to cancel the supper plan... HAHAHAHAHA... see, i lazy till dining oso have to cancel.... LOL... then fat.B found out that TV3 will be showing Shrek 2 at 12.30am... so we find some snacks and ready for the movie...

Manatau, not Shrek, it's another movie starring by Hillary Duff and Chad Michael Murray, it's " A Cinderella Story" .... AT first, i was abit of dissappointed, cos I'm so looking forward for Shrek cos I dun have the DVD with me... but then no choice, we just watch Cinderella lo... Hm.... it's not a bad movie i think, I love the storyline as they can change the story background to the modern 21st century and the origin of the story still maintained... I cried when i watch it, Fat.B was aside when I cried, and he even ask me why? =.= swt ~ of course the movie makes me cry la... stupiak... Hillary was so pretty in the movie, and Chad... HE IS SO SO SO SO SO SO charming..... I like the stepmom and the stepsisters too... they are so success to bring out the character of the bad ones... I neverthough this movie can really makes me cry, but the movie doesn't get lots of compliment ...

But sadly, i failed to DL the movie, I think i have to find the original DVD... Gals, i think you all will like this story if you are so looking forward to fairy tales... at least I am the one, fairy tales will never happen on real life i think, so the only way you can find through story books, novels or movie...

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speechlessss

but i feel to pour acid to someone...


true story will be update later...

cos i'm feeeling to write something but not much thing i wan to write

aiks.... i have to say i'm glad to have my friends here...

i know i cant cry in this moment...
i have to be strong...

yesterday just told you guys that I got the ball from the other player and I dunno wat to do,
now the manager of the team are screwing me in front of all the player
but behind me ~
why are these ppl so irritating?
why cant they just let the others to do things that I dunno,
why they expect me to do then they tease me in behind?

2 months bonus? I rather dun wan,
increment? i rather reject now...
I'm feeling to type the resignation letter now...
but when i think of my family, my car, my house...
then i ask myself, how can you survive if you resign?

He expect me the full set of account for past three years and pass it to him in one month,
I know I'm sucks cos I cant make it on time,
but i dun think its totally my fault, he ask me to do this and that,
I was ordered to travel here and there just to complete some of my admin stuff...
and now he complain about me behind of me but in front of all my seniors... What is it about?
I was very mad, and of course very sad...
is this what i get after my effort? is this what i get after my wholeheartly services?
I told my senior, if he wan to complain, and he's not happy about anything of me? why dun he scold and complain right in front of me? i'm so embarassing because of his stupid and childish action, is this the way to be a BOSS????

And now, what I need is Budweiser, i really need some alcohol.

S T R E S S S S SS SS SS

S T R E S S

it makes you cant breathe

when all of you said stressssssss for your examss and assignmentss...
but i have to scream out loud ~
"WHAT KIND OF STRESS IS IT? YOU WERE JUST RESPONSIBLE TO YOURSELF !!!"
>.< !!!
I cant stop myself for screaming that...
Sorry guys, I might mentally out of control !!!
So if you guys wanna punch me, kick me, slap me, just give me a call...
I'm willing to let you make me pain...
I'm not here to "dak zui" all of you,
but in realistic, i do think the career stress is torture-nessssssss than the study stresss....

When you are employed, whatever you do are responsible to your BOSS and COMPANY ~
when you do anything wrong, it would be the company or your boss have to face the outcome...
Erm, you can say, when you do mistakes, you have to reponsible to your company and others...

When comes to study, whatever mistakes are on your study,
you doing not well on your exam, then it will be your own business lo...
cos you might not study well, you might enjoy alot and forgot to do revision...
I dunno... but the conclusion is, you are the one who make it like tat... and you have to face it on your own, but when it comes to your work, you do mistakes, it will affect the company, and you are the "TOH SUI GA" ...
conclusion, you only responsible to yourself and will not affect others...


It is between who you responsible to ~ yourself ??? or others ???

and now I'm in the trouble !!!
I admit I did not do well, but it is all my best...
I dunno how to do it better, cos i dun find a correct way, and I have no ppl to guide me ~
and the problem is the company's faith is in my hand... WTF !!!
I wanna do it better, but i dun think i can handle well physically and mentally...
everyone kick the ball to me... and i'm the one who strike it... damn, no skills and no experience...
how am i handle it all?
WTF WTF WTF WTF !!!

life seems to be black and white in sudden ~
Slap me if you want, i need some pain ~

Thanks for lighten up my days =)

After a few grey days,
pig shuenn bright up my day this morning with this funny clips...
enjoy guys...

you never know

Sometimes even how much you try, the outcome is still the sam,
cos you are not the decision maker.

To Someone that I care so much, and you know it's you,

I'm so glad that I can help you so much,
but the most important is,
the outcome is not beyond my control.

You will never see how hard that I helped,
you will never know how i need to act to be such thick face,
you will never know how my heart hurts like you,
Cos you dunno how tough my way to go...

Love, Jamie

Guys, sorry for always complaining,
I know I wasn't work well on my blog and use the same function of a blog,
but i just wish to let the one know things that I dun dare to voice out.